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Nov 2017

celeste

2D > 3D

don’t try to captivate me with desire
for your body
for your touch
for your love

i don’t want it.

my waifu will never hurt me
your love will never be as warm as my computer

i have 2D girls, i don’t need you.

big mood™

#2d #waifu #anime #lol

unsxfe Nov 2017

Unsafe p.2

‘Ive been thinking.
        about the past.
our past.
        all of the memories
so
    many
memories
        oh how i miss what i left behind
what
    we
       left behind

that’s enough
        I can’t take it anymore
if youre going to
        TORTURE
me like this
        im going to take the chance’

I spin the wheel.
    Click.
      Click.
        Click.
    Click.
      Click.
        Click.
.
.
.

.
.
.
Click.

I was lucky.
                Maybe it’ll work next time.

[I’m having fun. How about you?]

#series #x #unsafe #death #love #heartbreak #russianroulette

unsxfe Nov 2017

Unsafe p.1

“I believed them.
I trusted them.
   I was convinced
That these harmonious times didnt have to come to an end.
   But now,
I’m descending
  down
        further
                and further
                           back into the CACOPHONY

I can’t go back.

    Stop playing with my heart.

Just leave me be
to my own devices
                to search
                                or be sought

for myself
  or another
       that has yet to make itself clear

         i’ll lead myself”

[The first part of Unsafe has tons of subtle references, but has nothing to do with it now, as i left that path I was making. It now instead ties into X, giving claring as to what exactly happened. By the way, I REALLY suggest you read X first.]

#series #love #death #x #unsafe #heartbreak #6

unsxfe Nov 2017

Recurring Dream (or is it a nightmare?)

There’s this dream I’ve been getting ever since I was a baby.

                                                                                               with each jump
                                                                                              going higher
                               on the horison.                                           i keep
                  of rolling hills      theres mountains with         jumping but
         landscape                         no trees in sight.            i try
im in this                        i   try    to   walk   but  i keep gettingfaster

         i jump too high
      finally                i
until
                                   p
                                     l
                                      u
                                       m
                                         m
                                           e
                                            t
                                      i try to stop

                                     but i cant

                                     i brace

                                       then i hit the ground

And then I wake up.

[Welp, that was Reoccurring Dream. It originally extended horizontally and it was read L to R, but i ended up having to make a new line for the helloetry version, so I could cram the whole poem in.. I think it turned out even better than the original, now that I think about it.]

#dream #falling #jump #run #nightmare #childhood #recurring

Nov 2017

Lyn-Purcell

Pen

Your fingers are pens on a page
on an autumn day.

Short poem, but sensual to a degree.

#short #sensual #pen #page #autumn #relaxed

unsxfe Nov 2017

X p.final

I think of X.

memories

[And that was X. Thank you for reading this far.]

#x #6 #death #love #final #series

unsxfe Nov 2017

X p.7

i sometimes              ponder the big BANG.

i ponder what’dve happened if X and i had never met.

Mourns

  over past,
              that is what my
click
droning
click
mundane
click
Life
has been.

one word.

sorry

[The penultimate poem to X. Just a little clarity for those who have gotten this far, X was my first poem, which i chopped into 8 parts due to length and continuity errors.]

#x #6 #love #death #cipher #russianroulette