I stare at you and I suddenly fall in love
Gazing into your handsome bright eyes,
You make me feel so special every day.
Hearing your voice makes my heart skip of joy
You’re always there for me then,
and you still there for me now
Never let me down and
I trust you with all my heart
Even when I see you with another woman
My heart is so at peace
You make me feel true love every minute of the day even now that you are far
And each time I remember your softly kisses on me,
You take my breath away and
You’ve shown me how to smile and to be so happy every day
And because of this sweetheart
I'll love you forever each and every single day.
Trust me darling.
I am waiting for you,my TWINFLAME.

A beautiful Angel from above
And his smile is so bright
His eyes are full of love
He fits perfectly in my heart
My heart were made to hold him
And I was made to love you
He's truly beautiful an Angel from above
He is the Purest Angel I ever behold
His warm kisses are from heaven
So pure and ever living on the lips
And he's safe here in my heart
And sheltered inside my heart
Smiling with me every day

Every remembrance of time spent with him
Is the best part of my life

He always make me feel like a woman
Because I love you my beautiful hubby
And sweetheart,
Me without him in my life is like
The sky without stars
Your face without your beautiful smile
Or a rainbow without colors

And sweetheart may our days be filled
With forever happiness and joy
As I know we will be till eternity
Because every day is a dream come true
Because I am feeling it each day.
And sweetheart,I know it will surely come to pass
Because I'm
Forever in love with you..❤️

Whenever I see your picture, I felt a butterfly humming in my belly
Reminding me of your touch that always melt me
I'm so in love with you.

Wish I could hear your voice once again
Because I can't stop thinking about you
I find myself whispering
I Love You.... Most times

And with every soft touch I could remember
My heart beats faster
Because I'm in love with you
And I will always do

For you my twinflame,my soulmate of life
I love you so much every day and night
So please can we make this work?
Take my hands and promise me you'll come back to stay.

I've never feel more beautiful as a woman than when you are with me
Even though I try to close my eyes to it then.
But now your silence
Have made me realized that
I'm seriously in love with you

I know it was true love from the start
I feel our heart's beating together
Every minute of the day
I remember you can't do without seen me then

Every day I feel you,
Every day I love you more and more
Everyday I need you more than you can imagine
But I know our hearts will never stop beating for each other
That's my consolation
Even now that we are apart
Because I feel it here

How you are agonizing about my absence
And now I promise I'll love you forever.
And I am waiting for you no matter the time.
Because I only love you

April,
The month that produces a lot of new things.
It is a month that rain blesses the earth 🌎.
It is a month where fresh leaves are erupting to bless the life's of animals, New flowers were blossom to beauty our environment,
New fruits that blesses humans life with vitality and protection for man.

In this beautiful month a legend was born.
The man that is a savior in the world of fashion.
A giant amidst the fashion celebrity. This gift is no other person than you, the love of my life,
ENYINNAYA NATHANIEL, a.k.a PUREST ANGEL 😇.
This is your month and
I blessed God that you were born in this blessed month.

I pray for you to see more of this month in pool of abundance of wealth,health and happiness in abundance and satisfaction.

Happy new month to you my 💕💕💕 and HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎂🎂🎉🎉 IN ADVANCE.

Every second,every minute, every hour of the day,I'm thinking about you,My love
All because I'm very much in love  with you.

Sweetheart there's nothing else to say
But to tell you that I love you more every day
And I'm thinking about you, every second,
I even day dream about holding you and making love to you

Oh my handsome sweetheart
I even dream about you yesternight.
Holding you in my arms
Having fallen for your romantic charm
In a night so magical full of love between you and I,
Just falling in love.
Passionately kissing you.
And friends says we were once Soulmates and lovers.
But I replied them "we are twinflame"
And I've got those feelings about you
And sweetheart you know I'm in love with you
Yes sweetheart I am.
I'm feeling so much in love with you
And sweetheart
All I wanna do is hold you
And whisper...

*I LOVE YOU....

When we met
I'm so in love
Whenever I read from you
I can't stop whispering
I love you,
And with every word of your heart I read
My heart beats faster,

For you I'm so in love
I love you so much every hour of the day
I love you more than I ever could
I've never seen a more diligient man  than you
I've realized that I'm seriously in love with you

I know it's true love
I feel our twinflame burning every hour sweetheart because
Every day I feel you, I love you..
Nat, our hearts never stop beating for each other
Even when we are apart!

I need to let you go,
Maybe you can see things in a different way

I need to let you be,
So that you can see clearly

I need to let you be so as to pick up yourself

You're are courageous
I trust in you

For I hope you choose your happiness
Which is the most essential

In your presence,I rediscovered my name.
My name that was hidden under the pain of separation.
I rediscovered the eyes no longer veiled with fever.
And your laughter like a flame piercing the shadows.
Has revealed your love to me beyond the rain of yesterday.

Eight to nine years,my love with days of illusions and shattered ideas,
And sleep made restless with alcohol
The suffering that  burns today with the taste of tomorrow
And that turns love into a boundless river.

In your presence, I have rediscovered this memories of my blood
And necklaces of laughter hung around our days
Days sparkling with ever new joys

In your arms, I felt the ever secured hugs,the most sweetest 😘 that looks like honey.
In your arms I felt most loved and like a real woman.

In your bed I became a fairy angel never want to come back to reality.
You taste like honey
And your thickest porridge
Made me see a true sincerity
Of soul in human.
It's felt like being in a dream Land Don't ever want to open my eyes again.

Is only in your presence I rediscovered the true name I have hidden some years back.
And this memories gave me the option of vowing to you that waiting for the total you is not a crime.

If to be lonely without you
Is the only thing the Universe gives me I will keep on waiting in faith
In the power of the Universe
Because in your presence
I feel like a natural woman.

When the love is right,there is no clause.
When it's wrong, excuses will be plenty
When love is real, you'll love to wait eternity.
When not real, you'll be eager to move on even without a clause.

No matter the distance or no- contact
The spirit and the soul will only see you so close
For you are what I call a home
Even in your absence I always feel at home 🏡🏡🏡 in your memory.

I watch your mouth,as you're telling me, how you truly feel for me.
I sense your fear while promising
That this time will be a life time.
I tried so hard to believe in all you say,
And my thoughts is proved right after you left.

You left with a reason to think
You left with your heart in your palm
I feel the fear in your face
Even though you left your love behind
You gave me the gap to see who I am
And I am grateful I see it all.

This is why I am letting you go
I am facing the world of my own.
For I know someone out there is aching for me.
Someone who is not scared to be part of me.
I'm going out there to make life better

I will like to see a world without you in it
I will like to understand a heart without you
Don't think I don't love you anymore
Know that our love is eternal
Even when I worked on not thinking about you again.
You're my eternal love infinitely.

Seen in the crowd,and got infatuated with her
Chatted her up, thinking she should be someone else
But alas,she is proud of herself

Proud of her color
Proud of her hair so coarse and short
Looking tangled and curl
Proud of her lean loving body looking like a model

She is so proud to be a woman,a black woman
No need to be artificial.
She so proud to be black and shine
She is a great mother of one by choice
And she is proud with her life.

Black or white,same red blood is running the vein
Black or white same water we drink
I am black,bold and beautiful
I am black and pretty 😍

Can you please stop running
Can you please let us talk this out
Let's not continue to be quiet
Let's not allow devil to take hold
Of our Happiness

I just want us to work things out
I'll listen to you with all my heart
I will do whatever you want me
To do if you ask me

And if we can remain as one.
We can be better for each other
We are extra strength for each other
We can love ourselves forever
We can fight our storm together now
So we never have to fear any storm again.
This seperation has made us Stronger
And we can be Stronger together till infinity.

Life moves in a blurring way .
I encourage myself every day.
I write a gratitude journal each day.
Assuring myself it will be in divine timing.

I keep my day bright and musical.
I engaged in movies.
I wrote and affirm our reunion everday.
I paste some affirmation upon my shelf and walls.
I try to celebrate my livelihood.
I assured myself it's going to be better.

I turn on our favorite music which takes me back to when we are good
And I dance without abandonment into the inky black of the night,
While I sing out the lyrics passionately loud and dance vigorously .

I wear masks,pretending I never Miss you
And I lie myself down diagonally across my soft bed with crossed leg,
Reading novels,or reading books or poetry or do tarot card spreads,or checking on horoscope, While the scent of essential oil fills up the room as I listen to sublimals and meditation rhymes.

I include my guardian angels in all that I do.
I talk and pray to their spirit daily.
I encourage myself that I am currently scaling a phase of life
So frighteningly, unpredictable and going to new beginnings in all endeavor.
Something so dead center to the absolute truth of who I really am,
Why I am here and my purpose.
With days that are so unexpectedly thrilling and days where I can barely breathe — walking on the lawn, wailing in my heart 💜, sitting upon the edge of my bed weeping silently into the palms of my hands.

I engaged myself in my work duties,using my leisure time to watch movies,I no longer attempt to resist, but look deep into the eyes of every experience all the way.
All of those immense and passionate joys and the staggering delirium of tireless grief of your silence and distance.

I accept the silence,no communication, fear and disappointments and keep my hopes strong to still wholeheartedly believe in the direction of expansion through the heart of Allowing.

I now know what I am facing.
My full understanding of everything has totally changed and the lessons are well mastered.
No amount of preparation could have seen me through to this place — this unexpected and unpalatable phase of life where I have begun my true healing.
Where everything inside me is still joggling, shaking and reeling with all that has come to pass and for the one hoping for.
Yet I am learning how to find that sacred balance and feel proud of myself, at last.

Twinflame experience completely ground me down to dust.
And yet, somehow, everything that I AM, everything that I wish for, remain fully intact.
Despite all of the chaos, traumas and all of the pains,
I believe a new day will comes soon and I will be right here.
So I will keep on taking care of myself,
Working on my total happiness and
Keeping the hope alive.
I am not going to ever convince you to choose me
And I won't chase you,I won't give up on us also.
It's okay and fine with being replaced.
For I know you can't do find the love 💕 as mine
Anywhere in the world 🌎🌎🌎.

What I want
May not be what the Universe planned
What I expected may not come now
But the will surely come
When the time is right

Trusting the process
Standing with what I truly want
Making it known
To the Universe everyday
Thanking Him everytime

When you never think of it
When you've forgotten it all
When you think it's okay
Then the answer will surface
Then you will be fulfilled

It's the way the Universe works.
It's a sign that you've passed the test
It's your rewards for trusting the process
It's the affirmation of your total trust in the Universe.

When time plays games with you,
You can't force it or manipulate it.
All you can do, All that is Left to you
Is to surrender  yourself to time.

I read somewhere "that life is what happens to you while you're making other plans.
Don't fight it! Don't stop it!!
Accept it!!! And move on with your life.
When the time is right,we will see each other again

April is a month of new beginnings.
A new leaves cropped up
A new month of great flowers blooming
A month of fall and wet land.
All souls born in the month are called blessed.

I celebrate you all
The April born people
Know you are a legend
A great souls that will always bloom
Greater height to you all.
Most especially my love

I wish I can reach you
To celebrate you my way
To give you all the love I have in me
To wish you a better life together
And to talk you
I will always love you
I know I still live on in your heart.

And no matter the distance
Our love will live on.
Our heart will continue to be in love
We will live as one till eternity

Our love is eternal
Even though hearts are physically apart.
Although, body is physically far

But our hearts are spiritually bind together. Our love keeps us together
And our love makes us stronger more every day.

Just listen to your heart's beat
There beating softly on harmony
Like two dancing feet

Our love makes us happy
Our love is never blind
Because I give you my love every day

knowing I'll never go away
Knowing I will never decieve myself again
Knowing I can never love another soul again

Because sweetheart I promised you
I'll love you every day of my life
As long as I breathe....

Always in love with you

I woke only having you in my heart, Mynat
And looking at the clock,
It reads  5:55 and so I got the feeling that you too are thinking of me
Our angels are working on our case.
Huge change is on the horizons
Massive change is for my highest good
I am prepared for this shift
Things are getting excited.

Dear Beautiful Venus,
   O great Goddess, I, Temilola Your true worshiper crawl before your altar to ask you for a love, my soul mate, my true companion. A man who does joke with my precious heart. Who is God fearing. Who is financially balance, emotionally and Spiritually balance. Who laughs and make me laugh. Who make decisions with me and our children. Who plays with me and my children. Who respects and treat my family as his own. Who understands my silence and my eye blink. Who argues but not fight. Most of all. Who accept responsibilities for all d faults and mistakes. And make me to love him too and accept my responsibilities too.
Tender hearted Venus,You are a friend to the lonely like me,to those who need a lover,a companion for life,a mate to share their sorrows and delights.
Pls grant me this request of my heart. And I will encourage your true worshiper among my community.

A beautiful Angel from above
And his smile is so bright
His eyes are full of love
He fits perfectly in my heart
My heart were made to hold him
And I was made to love him
He's truly beautiful an Angel from above
His warm kisses are from heaven
And he's safe in my heart
And sheltered inside my heart
Smiling with me every day

Every day spent with him
Is the best part of my life
He always make me feel like a woman
Because I love him, my beautiful hubby,my twinflame,my soulmate,my twin tribe
And sweetheart,
Me without him in my life is like
The sky without stars
The rain without rainbow 🌈

Your face without your beautiful smile
Or a rainbow without colors

And sweetheart, may our days be filled
With forever happiness and joy
Because every day is a dream come true
Because sweetheart I'm
Forever in love with you

Today is filled with you the memories of us,
And I couldn't help it but to shed those tears
For the pain of waiting patiently to hear your sweet voice.

Every thought that comes to my mind
Feeling I can move the sea with you
But day and night yield weeks
And weeks yield month which turns to years, still the wait is on.

Just like this world beats with life,
My heart beats with you
If I ever try to leave, hold on to me
Don't let me go,for love is my burden
And my trouble.

I don't want your hopes to wither
Justice can't be defeated.
If words are made of glass,
Believe me,I won't forget you my love
Even if you are my hell,
I'll rush to you without thinking
If I ever tried to walk away,
Just hold on to me,don't let me go.

Do you give up happiness,just because of stubbornness and ego?
It's never too late for us my love 💕
For love is our cure.

Just like the world beats with life,
So is my heart 💜 beats for you
If I ever try to leave,
Kindly hold onto me and don't let me go.
For love is my burden and my troubles.

DREAMSDREAM
Every soul has a dream to accomplish
Many were achieved through pain and fear of the unknown
Many were shattered by the experience of the past.
And also some were made out of resentment

But what makes life worth living is the ability to heal from the past,
Ability to forgive YOURSELF
And those that caused the pains

And strength to walk past the fear and anxiety.
To conquer the spirit of past chaos, relationship Experiences, family background experience and friends disappointments.

Then the grace to heal from the past and live in the present help one to be fully happy and feel fulfilled

Money,wealth and affluence
Means nothing when the heart is not fully happy.
Life make sense to people watching us but we ourselves know that all are fake for the heart is not yet experiencing the totalDREAMSDREAce

Looking up to my life. Seen only your image

Searching my heart,
Seen only Your image and name,my Nat

Then I know you are my true love in life

Each day,I fight to stop seen you but you kept on making ways into my life and heart


And I love you so much
Every day you're in my heart.
With me to stay
You are my best friend in life,
Best love I ever felt
My best companion and adventure half
And one day the father of my children.

I see us growing old together.

Having a bright future forever.

Becoming a life legends
Hand in hand we go watching the sunset
And in the glow of your bright eyes.

Watching myself laughing in your pupils
And your special smile killing me softly.

My gorgeous sweetheart
I know that I have found my perfect soulmate in you Because I love you so much
Even when you're this far

Your love is New in my heart everyday.

And there's a special place for you and me.
Together in my heart we'll be..

Till Eternity!

It's so beautiful
Falling in love with you.
You stretched out your hand
And hold me tight.
As you lay a gentle kiss on my lips
And the gentle wind
Blows softly through the tonight
And the stars are shining so
As I look into your eyes
Your smile was filled with joy and fear

Eyes so charmed and
Bright and there's silence
In the air it's happiness
All around us and as
You touch me softly
And I melt in  your arms
What a day I can never forget

Now touch your heart,
Close your eyes
And you will see that
What we have  
Is true love

Open your heart and you will
It's true love coming true
Because this love
Is so beautiful
Between me and you

And from the moment we touched
All our dreams have coming true
All we need to do
Is to swallow our ego
And do the talking

So just listen to
My heart it's beating
Only one thing
I love you.

MY PRECIOUS ONE

You are a Purest Angel
From heaven above
And I've fallen in love with you
And your soft gentle kiss
And a warm touch
Makes my heart skip

A beat feeling true love
As I hold you in my arms
And listen to you beat inside
In my heart,
We share a magical
Moment of true love
Coming true

And this love is so beautiful
Divinely made
Supernaturally supported
And every day my heart will
Beat for you.

My eyes only see you
My mouth only
Calls your name
And my heart only
Beats for you
And my body only
Answers to you.
Because I love you!

But I can't love you
For you need to love yourself first
You need to allow true love in your heart.

FEAR OF THE PAST
Is not going to allow forgiveness.
Which is making one to offend himself


I can't be with you until you are completely healed.
Until you give yourself the chance let the past be
Until you are totally healed and allow true happiness to enter your heart
Until you fight and win the giant Called FEAR

Until after you really realized I suit to take part of your full joy.
Because I can't complete you I can only complement you.

So ground yourself my beloved.
Follow your heart desires,
Learnt to leave the past behind.
This will help to give you clarity because it will hinder you to move to the future
Learn to be in the moment so as to follow your heart desires.
Know the God and the Angels are supporting you
Only you need to let the past be and live in the present

As you are entering a new year of your life tomorrow,
I wish you all your TRUE HEART DESIRES
A new year of soul Alignment
A new year of full joy
A new year of abundance of money,wealth, connection and sound Health

Happy birthday to you my love in advance.

BOLAJI OLUTOSIN TEMILOLA.

DREAMS*
Every soul has a dream to accomplish
Many were achieved through pain and fear of the unknown
Many were shattered by the experience of the past.
And also some were made out of resentment

But what makes life worth living is the ability to heal from the past,
Ability to forgive YOURSELF
And those that caused the pains

And strength to walk past the fear and anxiety.
To conquer the spirit of past chaos, relationship Experiences, family background experience and friends disappointments.

Then the grace to heal from the past and live in the present help one to be fully happy and feel fulfilled

Money,wealth and affluence
Means nothing when the heart is not fully happy.
Life make sense to people watching us but we ourselves know that all are fake for the heart is not yet experiencing the total Happiness.

As you are crossing over to a your new wonderful year tomorrow
My prayer is for you to be fully aware of your true heart desires so that the blessings inscribed in your new year will bring you TOTAL HAPPINESS AND FULFILLED LIFE

I wish you the best of LUCK AND HAPPINESS the Universe can give to mankind.
Remember I may not reach out but I am never going to forget you and I always ask your Guardian Angel to always be with you
Happy birthday to you in advance

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon
I see the passion in your eyes and now I saw the big surprise
"Cause there was a time
All I did was wish
And now I know it was love

Although it's not the way I hope
Or how I felt,
Somehow it fells lust,
But now we're standing face to face
It's in this world
A crazy place

And when I thought my chance to be loved has passed
You came and save the best of times.
All of the night you sent your words
When depression comes upon me.

I wonder how you know my feeling
Because your words always heal my depression
And build up my hope so high

It's not the way I want it how I felt
Somehow it is love
And now we're standing face to face
Is it in this world, my love, David P Carroll
Because just when I thought my chance has passed
You came and safe the best for the lifetime.
I love you 🌹❤️

Entering the room with your arms wide opened,
I got lost on sighting you in that black top
When you hold me in your arms
And softly whispered "I miss you"
I was melting to the bone marrow.

When I say "I love You"
Believe me it was melting the only truth of my heart.
Just listen to my heart, its softly beating
"I love you" as I am recalling that faithful evening in your hotel room.

When I see your face
Baby,I know how you're feeling
I feel your vibration here
And it's draining me

Baby give me all your attention
I know that you're drained
From the pain of our past story.
I was once in that stage
But I am healed now

I know that you're praying
For a better days to come
You just gotta give it time.
Remember,time heals the pain
And keep believing in you and I

You may not understand it now
But everything happens for a reason
The reason we cannot understand now
But in every season,
We just need to stay
Calm and be strong for each other
It won't be long that our awaited breakthrough will come.
But till then
I pray you give love a chance in your heart.

COCOONING IN HIS HEART FOREVER.

Cocooning away with my
Lover David P Carroll today
Falling in love with him feels so beautiful every day,

It's like climbing a mountain
Once your at the top you truly
See it's beauty between you and me,

Together in love we'll be with the Lord's
Blessings shining upon us
Every day we thank him and
Pray to him for our happiness and joy we share together every night,

So just listen to my heart
Every day it's beating
I love you I could never love Another man darling
As much as I truly love you.

Think About Love / Dolly Parton
I can't forget you
Ever since the moment that I met you
You've been on my mind
And I need to somehow let you know
That I think about you all the time

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

We were strangers
Now I'm already wrapped around your finger
Oh what's a heart to do
'Cause it lingers
And the thought of you
Wantin' me as much as I want you

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

Makes me blue
I'm not holding you tonight
'Cause only you can satisfy
This heart of mine

So when you think about love, think about me
I can give you more than you'll ever need
Sooner or later every heart needs some company
When you think about love, think about me
When you think about love, think about me

You hide behind your feelings
And keep the truth locked away,
But there's so much said in the things
You don't say.

You innocently tell me
Our time has come and gone
And that we can't go back
But I don't believe it
And this time you're wrong.

The distance you put between us
Is nothing more than time lost
A place for feelings to hide
Yet I can hear  the love in your voice
Each time we talk.

My patients has no end
When it comes to loving you
And i will wait a lifetime
For you to see the truth.

Real love doesn't go away
It doesn't fade into the past
It goes on forever
And always finds it's way back.

I will wait a lifetime for you
Because you are my soul
And behind all your doubt
I know you can't let go

You are my soul
And I am yours too
If two were meant to be
It's you and me!

When I looked at Life,

I realized it is totally twisted.

No matter how good or bad

Your dreams and plans are

Life will still have its own to give you


So don't fight it, Don't Force it

Just let it go and allow the Universe to

Make it come to you.

Remember life has no respect for anyone

It gives what it plans

So appreciate what you have

And allow that thing you desire comes to you.

Just live it... And be happy always

Waking up in another lonely night
Wish you were here so I could hold you tight.
Pain in my heart that where did the love I feel go.....

Then I realized most things we experienced in life is already written for one thing or the other.
All we need to look for is the great lesson in such experience.

In our own case, I learnt a great lesson of "BE MYSELF"
Though so hurt by the reward is great.
I can now understand how much you loved me but I don't love myself.

Self realization that I have now is due to your silence and I don't care attitude.
But now I am off your hook for i have known whom u truly missed is not you but Myself!
Whom I have caged in the ring of loving you. Thinking you are to bring me joy and satisfaction.
Alas I have nothing close to that until now.
My wish is to share this my reality with you once more.
Because my heart now knows only true heart and it is YOU!

GRACIAS💓

All night long,I have been searching for the way to talk to you.
All I have here is our memoties of the past.
Which is making me traced the past back to where I ever wronged you.
I am realizing each and every day my hellish mistakes of insecurities and fear.
I got to appreciate you for the love you ever showed me for 12 years without losing hope.
I got to accept it if you chose to marry your business.
I also love you more because I know and feel it that I am the ONLY one on your mind still even when you don't pick my calls or reply my message.
I still have that Confidence that if we are made for each other, you will come back to me full of health,life and money.

You are far from me but so close to my ❤️. And I will forever love you.

A day a story changed my thinking.
Aday I know what the spirit, intuition,The High Priestess and the Empress have been telling me.
A day I learnt how to think we'll.
A day I learnt how to pray right.
A day I know how to forgive myself.
A day I know how to do things right.
What a day of GREAT TRANSFORMATION!!!

When I looked at Life,

I realized it is totally twisted.

No matter how good or bad

Your dreams and plans are,

Life will still have its own to give you

So don't fight it, Don't Force it

Just let it go and allow the Universe to

Make it come to you.

Remember life has no respect for anyone

It gives what it plans

So appreciate what you have

And allow that thing you desire comes to you.







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Falling into you all night long
I wake up and look,
My side was empty. I search and look
Everywhere but you are not there
I realise you need the space
And I am giving you
Till the divine time
You will seek me all seconds

But I want you to know
I'm falling into you
Wish these dreams could come true
And it's feels so good
Falling where you are
Falling like a star
Falling like stone
Its hard to believe
That I am falling into you,my love.

I watch and pray, to God
to stars,sun and moon
In aiding me to bridge the gap
Wish I could hold you now
And every morning and night
Because I'm falling into you
Wish these dreams come true
And it will feel so cool
To have you here.

I don’t have crow’s feet,
I have happy happy memories of laughing with friends until the tears flowed.

I don’t have frown lines,
I have the marks of my frustration and confusion, which I battled through, change for my highest good,smiling in the end.

I am not going grey hairs,
I have shimmering highlights of wisdom, dashed throughout my silver hair.

I don’t have scars,
I have symbols of the strength I was able to find, when life got tough. My life thought me, "Tough time never last but tough people do" and I am grateful I am a good example.

I don’t have stretch marks,
I have the marks of growth and the marks of motherhood. My womanly evolution.

I don't have flat breast, I have

I am not fat,
I bear the evidence of a life filled with abundance, blessings and good times.

I am not just forgetful,
I have a mind so full of stories, memories and moments there is scarce room to hold much else.

I am not old,
I am blessed, with a life of great length, a life full of ups and down which I scape through it all. A life of threatening health but I overcome them all, something not everyone can say.

Don’t change the way you look my friend,
change the way you see things,not all is negative, there's always a blessing in disguise in all experiences.

But change the way you see.

That I choose to remember you
Despite the way you hurt me
Does not mean anything
But to appreciate how you taught me to heal

I choose to remember you
Not by how you left me
But by how you taught me to never abandon myself

I choose to remember you,
Not by how you broke me
But by how you taught me to rebuild myself

I choose to remember you
Not by how you dimmed my light  
But by how you helped me to shine

I choose to remember you
Not by how you kept me trapped in a place of comfort
But by how you empowered me to leave my comfort zone

I choose to remember you

Not by how you left me feeling weak
But by how you taught me what it means to be strong

I will always remember you
And Not by how you tried to control me
But by how you taught me to be free and trust myself.

I choose to appreciate you
Not by who you told me who I was or what you called me
But by how you taught me to define myself and trust myself

And above all
I choose to remember you
Not by how you were unable to love me
But by how you taught me
To love myself.

In your presence,I rediscovered my name.
My name that was hidden under the pain of separation.
I rediscovered the eyes no longer veiled with fever.
And your laughter like a flame piercing the shadows.
Has revealed your love to me beyond the rain of yesterday.

Eight to nine years,my love with days of illusions and shattered ideas,
And sleep made restless with alcohol
The suffering that  burns today with the taste of tomorrow
And that turns love into a boundless river.

In your presence, I have rediscovered this memories of my blood
And necklaces of laughter hung around our days
Days sparkling with ever new joys

In your arms, I felt the ever secured hugs,the most sweetest 😘 that looks like honey.
In your arms I felt most loved and like a real woman.
In your bed I became a fairy angel never want to come back to reality.
You taste like honey and your thickest porridge made me see a true sincerity of soul in human.
It's felt like being in a dream Land don't ever want to open my eyesagain.

Is only in your presence I rediscovered the true name I have hidden some years back.
And this memories gave me the option of vowing to you that waiting for the total you is not a crime.

If to be lonely without you is the only thing the Universe gives me I will keep on waiting in faith in the power of the Universe because in your presence I feel like a natural woman.

You are a Purest Angel
From heaven above
And I've fallen in love with you
And your soft gentle kiss
And a warm touch
Makes my heart skip

A beat feeling true love
As I hold you in my arms
And listen to you beat inside
In my heart,
We share a magical
Moment of true love
Coming true

And this love is so beautiful,
Divinely made,
Supernaturally supported,
And every day my heart will beat for you.

My eyes only see you
My mouth only
Calls your name
And my heart only
Beats for you
And my body only
Answers to you.
Because I love you!

But I can't love you
For you need to love yourself first
You need to allow true love in your heart.

FEAR OF THE PAST
Is not going to allow forgiveness.
Which is making one to offend himself


I can't be with you until you are completely healed.
Until you give yourself the chance let the past be
Until you are totally healed and allow true happiness to enter your heart
Until you fight and win the giant Called FEAR

Until after you really realized I suit to take part of your full joy.
Because I can't complete you I can only complement you.

So ground yourself my beloved.
Follow your heart desires,
Learnt to leave the past behind.
This will help to give you clarity because it will hinder you to move to the future

Learn to be in the moment so as to follow your heart desires.
Know the God and the Angels are supporting you
Only you need to let the past be and live in the present

As you are entering a new year of your life tomorrow,
I wish you all your TRUE HEART DESIRES
A new year of soul Alignment
A new year of full joy
A new year of abundance of money,wealth, connection and sound Health

Happy birthday to you my love in advance.

BOLAJI OLUTOSIN TEMILOLA.

You are a Purest Angel
From heaven above
And I've fallen in love
And a soft gentle kiss
And a warm touch
Makes my heart skip

A beat feeling true love
As I hold you in my arms
And listen to you beat inside

In my heart,
We share a magical
Moment of true love
Coming true

And this love is so beautiful
Divinely made
Supernaturally supported
And every day my heart will
Beat for you.

My eyes only see you
My mouth only
Calls your name
And my heart only
Beats for you
And my body only
Answers to you.
Because I love you!

Thump,like ancient drumbeat of a group.
Singing of love
Beating out a caudence of desire.

Thump,like the fall of a ripe fruit,
Feeding the bees,
Cascading like the water of fall

Thump,like the beat of my heart
Pulling string of hope
Letting me know that still I can touch your heart,your soul

Telling you that I am still here
Waiting for you
That I will patiently wait.

I'm not afraid of the distance..💖
Distance is only testing in a wait..
If two hearts are destined to be together

However far...💓

How long...💞

How difficult..💓

The two people will meet
So the distance won't be a problem..
because our hearts will always meet...🌹💖🌹

Behind my silence...
There is love that I hold for you...💖

There is a faithful that I keep for you..💖🤞💖

And there is a sense of prayer for you..😇

And 8 can only send you a throat chakra healing and confidence healing
For you to make it right.

Success and true love
are not something
To be purchased.
It is attracted
By the person that
you become.

The road to Success
Is not always straight
The road to true love
Is always looks like wilderness

There will be curbs called FAILURE
Loops called CONFUSION
Speed called FRIENDS
Red light called ENEMY
Caution light called FAMILY

You will have flat tire called JOBS
You will enter potholes called FEAR
You will be tricked by moth called ANXIETY

But if you have a spare called DETERMINATION
An engine called FAITH
A driver called GOD
You will make it
To a place called SUCCESS
And TRUE LOVE will hugs you
To welcome you.

RAINBOW WITHOUT COLORS
A beautiful Angel from above
And his smile is so bright
His eyes are full of love
He fits perfectly in my heart
My heart were made to hold him
And I was made to love you

He's truly beautiful an Angel from above
His warm kisses are from heaven
And he's safe in my heart
And sheltered inside my heart
Smiling with me every day

Every day spent with him
Is the best part of my life

He always make me feel like a woman
Because I love you my beautiful hubby
And sweetheart,
Me without him in my life is like
The sky without stars
Your face without your beautiful smile
Or a rainbow without colors

And sweetheart may our days be filled
With forever happiness and joy

Because every day is a dream come true
Because sweetheart I'm
Forever in love with you..

Opening my eyes
Beholding the great eyes next to me
I gradually stand up
But he held me back
Planting a hot kisses on my lips
Telling me how much he loves me

Breathless for some minutes
I was in 7th heaven then
But later,I opened my eyes
And I realised it was a dream.

Oh! What a dream?
I  love to experience this each morning

I pray God in heaven will make it comes so soon. Nothing in life can be compared to true love fulfilment.

Exotic bliss never rush to come
You need to hear something from me
But I thought we need to do it slowly

Though being with you is everlasting
But why happiness today,
Sorrow tomorrow
Will you bear these on mind
That I really care for you

But I realized That
We have many ships
In the world but only one ship
Never sink

Even, the mighty Titanic ship sank
But the unsinkable one
Is FRIENDSHIP
FRIENDSHIP never fails
It flows like a river
So let us share real truth
For truth should be in love
And love in truth
Then we can fight for our love.

Life is a canvas and it looks the way you want it to look.

You're the artist and it's up to you what colors you fill your life with.

So what did you paint today?

You are the driver, of your life,

No one has the power to drive you unless you allow them

Given them space and time makes life life easier.

Even your immediate family are your number one enemy

They are there to push you to your destination if their NO,is worked on to be your best.

Then you will realised it's a great way to your abundance

Are you ready to navigate your your way?