i sit in profound silence
in my own presence.
no one is here,
but there are many
beside me.
i am alone.
even the stars
have their own
planets as
companions.
i, among billions,
am left alone,
but i am not
lonely.

I give myself,
I give it all.
You never notice,
No one ever does.
It’s like the more I give,
The more you’ll take.
The more I love,
The more you hate.

Feels monotonous
Searching for glimmers of light
In such a dark world.

There is no time
For the first time
Or the last time,
There's barely time
For the next time.

These words are for me,
For I'm the one who's hurting,
I'm just healing myself.