just because the star-
fish can grow its arms back does
not mean it didn't hurt.
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even though scars heal
and wounds fade it doesn't mean I
will forget the pain.

I Deal With My Pain

The Unseen Feeling
My Great Dealing
No Time For Kidding
No Made Of Weaving
Every Second Killing
Black And Dark Wearing

The Feeling I Hold , As Fire And Cold
The Way I Think , Was Gone In Wink

My Pain So Fierce
Assassination of my Wise
Your Tender Touch, A Soft Kiss
Two Things About You I Will Miss
Making Blood Inside My Tears
Touched my Mind Get The Clouds

The Feeling I Hold , As Fire And Cold
The Way I Think , Was Gone In Wink

God Gives Days To People To Live
Under My Hands I Was Pushing Wave
No More To Take No More To Give
No Longer Strong No Longer Brave
My Spirit I Have , My Spirit I Leave
A Ride To The Dark Inside That Cave

The Feeling I Hold , As Fire And Cold
The Way I Think , Was Gone In Wink

Today Was A Gift From Angels Bed
Relish That , It Was All What I Need
That Feeling Bring Me Down And Takes The Lead
Dealing With That Pain Getting The ****

َAuthor / Aladdin Hamdi
Stay-still Stay Strong

I want to know myself
I want to explore myself
I want to search my heart
Exploring every curve,
invading every room's privacy
I want answers to unasked questions
I want accurate answers to rhetorical questions
I want to have conversations about topics that are ignored and hidden
I want to drink coffee with the Lord
and let him fill my empty mind
with wisdom to understand life.
I want to know what is pain, hate, depression, and discrimination.
I want to understand their origin
I want to fight bad guys
I want to succeed
But how can I
when fear is all that I know.

Sometimes I wonder what it’s like on the other side
Hoping your ok, don’t worry about me, I’m just fine
Yes of course I do cry
Wondering if your really ok
On the other side...