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Julia Celine Feb 2021
I told you that I'd always love you
In the last text that I sent
That I was grateful and I hide
All the ways I circumvent

So you would think I've got less poison
Than my memories of you
It's so unfair I held you close
And now you're all I want to lose

Running through my veins
Running through my veins
I'll always love you, darling
I hope you feel this all the same

I'll cause all the breaths you bate
Every time you hear my name
I'll always love you, but...
I hope you suffer all the same
Julia Celine Feb 2021
Welcome to my kingdom
Of fervent, careful scrawl
A 2D house of cards
On the cusp before the fall

I've built a castle from the rubble
So read between the lines
From all the words where ink has bled
Leaks a world inside my mind
Julia Celine Feb 2021
I want to put a spell on you
On a wishful sort of whim
Spilling all your secrets
Through the shivers on your skin

I’ve been silencing the voices
That beg to let you in
I’d rather lead the charge
On caving your walls in

And hide behind my armor
Gone rusted from the rain
A heart of stone to later atone
For any remnants of my pain

Maybe we could be magic
But in fear, I make my bed
And bury all our “could be’s”
That could fall to love instead
Julia Celine Feb 2021
If you need me, I'll be in my garden
Roots all imbedded straight past the margins
Ardently sated, like you could taste it
The honeysuckle horrors in all of my pages
Julia Celine Feb 2021
Hide your frail pretenses
In the curves of every arc
You think that I don't know
Why you only touch me in the dark

And flinch away when I reach out
As the sun begins to rise
You stiffen up, you've given up
On looking in the light
Julia Celine Jan 2021
I stood beside you like an omen
Always one step behind
I thought if you turned, you'd catch it
The glint inside my eye

A silent glance in my direction
My finger to my lips
Beckons every thrumming heartbeat
To cater to the trip

I said, "I know what it looks like
When the world all crumbles down"
I thought maybe you'd seen it
The worry in my brow

Happiness hides the fear
So well that you might miss
I laughed, "I know what it looks like–
It's an awful lot like this."
Julia Celine Jan 2021
With hands that love to hold
And feet that love to run
I loved you, I loved you
As the moon would love the sun
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