The sun had taught me that
there are times
in life that
even the biggest star
has to bend and sink sometimes.

-**qyf

I try to write poems
About how I love you
How you are my world
How my heart beats your name
But the lines don't even touch my heart anymore
And the ends never rhyme again
The final couplet waits for the last verse
I don't want to say this
But maybe this is how the sonnet ends
I'm falling out of love I guess.

She hurt her skin,
just like everyone did to her heart.

Will you remember me
long after this day has passed..
Long after twilight of your life had last
in a time where your future became your past

Will you recall me
when your day ends
As for once,
We were friends
now we're just known strangers
moving towards different ends

It started
when we did a consensual crime
I took a part of you
You took a part of mine
Letting our fates intertwine

We shared our secrets
We shared our sorrow
We lived and laughed
like there was no tomorrow

but tomorrow came
and it tore us apart
showed us the Misfits
we really are

Till this day I regret
Of that Lie I spoke
your trust that I broke
for it was you who was hurt
but it was I who bled
For every tear you shed
you never turned back
I never did what I must
We just let our bond rust

I thought
what we had was one in many
oh! It was just a perfect irony

We were just chemicals
of an experiment that went wrong
strangers who just happen to come along

With tomorrow's dawn
I will be gone
I wish you to forget me
but if you don't
I just wish to know
How will you remember me?

Can't explain that feeling, when we got that knock at the door
It's like my whole world just stopped, as i sat there on the floor
Something was trying to prepare me for what was about to come
But it really didn't matter, I just instantaneously felt so numb.

I wanted to be strong and I knew I could put on a straight face
But if only I could let everyone see how hard it was not to just break
It was just one thing that I knew I could never replace
I would go to sleep at night wishing that it was all just a mistake

When I was in my car alone, I would always just cry
But never when people were around me and I never knew why
I guess at first I was just so **** mad
I would think How could my sister just leave me & why couldn't I see it was so bad

Then I took a step back and thought about the conversations we had
She would tell me I don't want to be here anymore
I remember telling her Everything will be OK, just don't be so sad
I never thought she would actually do it, so it was something I just ignored.

Never once had I thought I would ever lose my sister this way
And the pain still resonates within me today
I guess cause there was so much I still wanted to say
Like how much I love her and how I still think back to those days

We shared so much growing up together
And we always had each other's back
I didn't matter whether we were fighting with each other
we were sisters through thick and thin; white or black

So you see there is no gray area between us
For you will forever be the yin to my yang
So that brings to this point now to discuss;

How wonderful my big sister was to me
And she will forever be apart of me
Though she is gone, I will forever remember
All the days we just played and laughed together

Those memories so near and dear to my heart
will forever be etched deep inside like a scar
Even though I still feel this pain from being apart
I will always carry a part of you with me, no matter where we are.