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Everything must come to an end and so does the summer sky.
Without a warning
the clouds of fall began to cover this heart of mine
and the sadness & darkness begins to creep back again.
. . .
Her eyes spoke the words that her lips never said
As she lay there in silence curled up on the bed,
A solitary teardrop meandering her face
That fell from flushed cheeks onto bed sheets of lace.

With a vacant expression and hollowed out stare
Concealing the heartbreak and utter despair,
She clung to the pillow, so tight to her chest,
Upon which the head of her true love would rest.

The rose of her heart had succumbed to decay,
Faded, diminished, and withered away,
Blackened by misery, hardened through grief,
And drained of all passion by death's cunning thief.

Her once perfect world like those empires of old
Had crumbled to ruin, so desolate and cold,
No longer would love warm her soul like the sun
For the harshest of winters had now just begun.

In the recess of memory, precious and pure,
Her lover's last kiss would forever endure,
A comfort in sorrow and constant lament
Till the days of her own life are equally spent.
I can't shake it off
I have too much in me
Too much love
And I have nowhere
Nowhere to give it
Please God
Please let him exist
I pray for him daily
I love him already
Please love him
Please let him be gentle
Let him be understanding
Let him be kind
Let him be smarter than I
Let him be a leader
Make him a "no" man
Because we both know
I'd use a "yes" man
(On accident)
Please please please
God
Please
I beg of you
Either take these feelings
Relieve me of them
Or please...
Bring him to me
And please...
Let it be soon...
You see my heart
You see my hurt
You see all the love
You put inside me
You know me
You know how badly..
How utterly badly...
I desire this
I love you, Lord.
I love you so much.
If it be your will..
Let me love you
Through a man.
Sometimes I check on you-
to make sure you're still here.
And I'm certain you don't know I do,
but I do.

I haven't even seen you in more than a year
and, truthfully, I don't really want to now.
But that doesn't mean I want you dead.
I guess it's because I hurt you, even though I never meant to.
Nothing lasts forever
But somehow I still wish it does...

I still remember
How things get started
and
How things fall apart

I still clearly remember
Your voice, your smile, your laugh
and
All of your little things

That's all.

I want to remember it forever,
cherish it forever,
but my heart said *no
.

This time, I have to let you go.
All of that beautiful memories,
All of that beautiful times,
All of that irreplaceable things.

We will walk this life together,
but in our own paths.
Not the same path anymore.
You're there, and I'm here.


I'm gonna miss you.
So much...

But again, I tell myself.
This time...
*I really have to let you go...
TRY
Trying has never been defeated by doing nothing at all
it's just a matter of thinking
Try harder
**Think deeper
#try #think #its all in the mind
I swear,
There's nothing in
Your eyes,
No color,
Save red.
No pupils
To dilate in interest
Or at lack of light
When I whisper
At 2 AM.
Those eyelashes
Have burnt down
To a crisp
At the lids.
Forever glazed,
I can't see your love
In them
Anymore.
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