ThEkInG: Poems

May 2018 · 166

things

ThEkInG May 2018

things

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Oct 2016 · 495

Sweet Release

ThEkInG Oct 2016

Sweet Release

The sweet release
I bid to rise
It will not please
To me, I call the time
I pause.
The sweet silence
Oh how I pray for more.
Why must all this violence
**** those in all their core?
I bid to thee,
"Why can't I flee
to see the mournful sky?"
I pause.
His silence kills me slowly,
Small breaths and simple sighs
I try my best
to just know why.

The carriage falls,
I've fallen ill.
My mother calls,
But to him I will.
I weep and whimper
"Save me please!"
But his laughs escape
And kills me under.
The sweet release
Oh how I pray for more.

This is something I wrote this week, I ended up adding more while writing the poem originally; still kind of rusty though.

#sweetrelease #silence #pause

Oct 2016 · 522

Bad Grades

ThEkInG Oct 2016

Bad Grades

She looked down at her knees, ones in which she was sitting one.
This was all her mistake, She shouldn't had done that.
Oh the humanity!
The pain was just unbearable!
If only she had just listened,
she wouldn't be doing this.

Her grades were terrible.
Yes, she did know that.
This wasn't her fault,
"Blame the teacher!",
she would say.

This isn't my fault, I promise you that I'm trying oh so hard.
But down on her knees, she sees,
Knowing that one day,
she would finally understand.

I'm alive!! Hope this is poem is good enough for a return ':)

#meow

Oct 2016 · 330

Empty

ThEkInG Oct 2016

Empty

Empty, almost like a paper bag.
Thoughts swarm my mind and brains,
almost as if I actually was.

Something, not a poem. Don't read(Well, don't have to)

Feb 2016 · 1.0k

Worthless pawn

ThEkInG Feb 2016

Worthless pawn

I know that i am worthless,
I know that i am just a pawn in their game.
They always look down at me, laughing hysterically as if I was a broken slave, trying to entertain. I try to fit in,
but I can’t truly do that when I am the one they laugh at.
I am the one they hit, the one they break.
I am the one they know will one day come with a knife, ready to strike.
I am the used,
I am the worthless pawn, the one that they send to the enemy,
as they feast on the meat that they have stolen.
I am the abandoned,
the one no one would look twice at.
I know that I am just a pawn in their game,
I know that I am worthless.
And yet,
I stay with them.
Such a worthless pawn.

I have written this for fun, nothing is wrong with me!! :3

#pawns

Feb 2016 · 409

No more of this world!!

ThEkInG Feb 2016

No more of this world!!

No more of this world!
Do they truly wish my sorrow?
I told them to stop,
but go is the only thing they do.
They just don't care,
for who I am, they bully.
No more no more,
I can't present this poem.
No more no more,
I have to hide my feelings.
My family is still not happy,
they look me with their eyes;
blood red, from all the anger;
I had gotten a 70 again.
They beat me and beat with those words,
scaring me for tomorrow.
We are doing this for your future,
is it really worth it?

Do not worry, nothing is wrong or happening in my life, I am just going through the illness of being a teenager!!

#life #is #tough

Oct 2015 · 455

Calmness is the key

ThEkInG Oct 2015

Calmness is the key

Calmness is the key,
I know that for sure.
I have traveled to hell,
So,of course I should know.
This place I call heaven,
Is now full of monsters,
No place to hide,
No place to wonder;
I am all alone.

I've caught up with them,
I was told that they will leave.
Saving our mother for sacrifice,
I know they can't mean.

I've huddled in bed, trying for a plan,
But what's done is done.
I've already tried my best.

This is a story of what is happening in my life. No, there is no horrible meaning, I just used metaphors for things around me.

#savemother #hellisamongus

Sep 2015 · 357

All Alone

ThEkInG Sep 2015

All Alone

No truth be told,
She is all alone.
No hefty side kick to by her side,
No people to praise cause she's alive.

This planet; so frightening,
Is to end all her sins.
For, what she had done is so unreal,
Yet, she does behind their back,
Like a good hero should.

This poem is kind of a little summary about the book I'm writing. The girl is all alone in a ghost town of a world.

I made this myself, I'm sorry if it sounds like another, that was not on purpose.

#alone #book #all

Aug 2015 · 723

Reality

ThEkInG Aug 2015

Reality

I wake up,
its clear,
It was all in my head.
No titans to slay,
No dragon slayer to ******* away.

I know that it's not real,
But my heart's still filled with gold.
In my world, I'm a pirate!!
Cruising from shore to shore,

My best friend's a neko,
She'll **** you for money.
My pet's a dragon,
Yeah, but he's as sweet as Honey.

I travel the world,
To find the answers.
Looking for whoever turned her to ashes.

My weapon is a pistol,
With bullets made of ice.
He told to watch out,
For those who aren't nice.
But, I have my friends,
I know I'll be strong,
For our imagination is wild,
I know that for sure.

I made this out of fun, there are some ( but not a lot) references of animes/ mangas, so keep an eye out!! :3

#fun #i #and #me #myself #anime

Jun 2015 · 446

Still waiting

ThEkInG Jun 2015

Still waiting

I'm sitting in my chair,
This isn't like the last one.
This time, I know what's on that page,
So, it better be over soon.
Why am I so nervous??
It's science, you should know this!!
Yet, when I close my eyes, tears won't come rolling.

I'm waiting for this moment,
Cause I know it's not the last.
I have 2 more days,
Gotta make this last.
Take a deep breath and follow my heart,
You took your medication,
You'll be just fine.

It's not there, come soon please,
I'm waiting for this moment.
No care till tomorrow,
Yet, why am I so scared??

Hope you like it!! I'm so bored and nervous waiting for the exams!! I have to do science and art!! I can do this!!

Also, this is mine, I did not copy any of these phrases. The only thing I nay have taken, would be the letters, don't **** me Elmo!!

#exams

Jun 2015 · 579

I'm waiting

ThEkInG Jun 2015

I'm waiting

I'm waiting, I'm waiting
For the love of my life.
He has hasn't come truly,
But I know that he'll come.

The finals are coming,
Why aren't you here??
I've been waiting for you since
The last year.

I'm coming, I'm coming
Just wait for me, my dear.

Hope you like it!! Right now, I'm in waiting for the hour to strike 9, I have exams at that time. I'm so nervous , yet I know I can do this!!

#exams

May 2015 · 775

Alone we are once more in the dark

ThEkInG May 2015

Alone we are once more in the dark

Shes married to a man,
Yet the only one who can
Is the man inside the mirror

He's all alone once more
As his lover is dead on the floor.
He picks her up
And takes a sip from his cup,
Waiting for his lover at the door.

She picks up the vase
And hands it to the child in the case.
The child is sad,
Since he is the only one to add.

No more to give,
No more to live.
The lady in black,
Is for the only one in the stack,
She's all alone again,
Waiting for the end

I tried to rhyme!!

#alone #dead #child #vase #case

May 2015 · 552

She....

ThEkInG May 2015

She....

She walks like a model,
She stings like a bee.
She knows all the secrets
And knows who's the prey.

She'll make you scream out for help,
Yet, she'll lock you in a cell,
Making you wonder your teribble fate.

Just watch out for this lady,
She's painted in red.
She'll cut you to pieces
And make you obey.

I hope you enjoy this!! :3

#hi

May 2015 · 675

She's willing to love

ThEkInG May 2015

She's willing to love

She looks so happy,
dancing with the prince.
Yet, somehow she's still sappy
about the way she convinced
him to dance the night away.

She looks at her feet and sings a lonely tune,
as the man dances with the lady under the moon.
Her heart is still broken,
leaving her body to go to Slocan.
May she die in peace,
with the sound of the geese
dancing with their sole mates

I can rhyme words!! X3

#geese

May 2015 · 447

My passion ( In a Haiku)

ThEkInG May 2015

My passion ( In a Haiku)

My passion is small,
But it may grow as large as
My dear hopes and dreams
It travels far and wide,to
whisper my secrets
As it takes images for
the times I will try
to forget my past and time,
I will smile, showing
the world what I can really do,
with just a small click.

Clickety Click

#click

May 2015 · 1.2k

Around me

ThEkInG May 2015

Around me

The color of the grass in the color of the sky, those colors might not last. We may never see them again because the changes will happen and it all begins here.

He's always to try to annoy the neighborhood's cats. I can't even tell if he's a guy or girl. He's just, different

The feelings inside me are not to be taken lightly, may you understand my heart.

#grass

May 2015 · 479

I am....

ThEkInG May 2015

I am....

I am the past of tomorrow and the past of after that.
I am the future of yesterday and the future of two minutes ago.

This is me, but not the me you know of. May your past be hard and your future be chosenwisely.

#i #this #wrote #myself

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