Do not doubt yourself
You can do it
Despite all the negative thoughts
that circulate in your mind
Do not give up

intense,
excruciating,
unbearable,
torture.

this pain can't be explained;
it's so terrible i almost can't feel anything.

being numb may be better than this, though.

Couldn't miss a rose I never had
Nostalgic for that island on my floor
The smallness that was only ever ours
You burning alive but that warmth was so tender
Tenderness you'll never know the depths of
Fiercely tender
I would devour my own soul to wake up in your arms each morning
But I wake up with the sun
Rushing to keep up with dreams
Sleep is for the sweet

Allow me a second to collect my tears
Couldn't bear to waste a drop
They smell like memories, they smell like you
A room full of vials that I dare not open
Suffocated just by the thought

To the humble ant,
A blade of grass is a tree,
In a vast forest.

I am but the moon
Enslaved to chase the sunset
Searching for her love.