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oh my stars May 2015
We weep on opposite sides of the same town,
Our tears drowning all the worlds between us.
We each press our lips against our phone screens, willing the other to love us-
Not knowing that we are both doing the same.
We yearn for one another,
Yet are completely oblivious to the other's desperation.
Text messages dart back and forth
Between us.
Each one laced with kisses and smiles,
Both of us pretending we are dry-eyed.
But who are we fooling?
Why do we disguise our emotions, when talking to the only person who sees straight through the disguise?
The futility is almost ironic,
Highlighting humans' longing to be anyone but their
Ashamed
Damaged
Broken
Selves.
Even to those they love.
Oh how I love you.
So dearly
And so much.
Help me to tell you.
I can't do it alone.
I'm sorry.
oh my stars May 2015
I don't know if you will ever see this.
But I hope you do because I need us
To carry on
Together.
An eternity of smiles alone is no fun.
A companion is necessary.
And I want no-one
Except you.
I need you.
oh my stars May 2015
Not falling in love
with someone who loves you
Is an impossibility
that we don't want
To even try to defy.
  May 2015 oh my stars
beth fwoah dream
i.


the stars do not shine
loneliness presses the air
into a tangle of last years withered
leaves,
loneliness in summer leaves
that whisper to a grey moon
a song of regret.


ii.


dreams of midnight,
cool rain,
songs more alive
than this low-roofed night.


iii.


teardrops like the ghostly moon, lost
against the heart that
flutters like a dark sky
breathing stars.
  

iv.


the mottled horizon
pools into greys,
tender eyed with
soft sadness,

in these dim hours when silence
cloaks the woods and
human laughter disappears

we sink against the softer sky
and the slow fade of moon and
long for dream, for everything
to reawaken and unwind.


v.


we are swimmers heading as far
out as we can get. surreal silver
stars, opening like flowers,
refusing to drown.
oh my stars May 2015
I so badly want to say it back.
It's on the tip of my tongue but
Memories from before seal my mouth.
They press my lips together to prevent the words from escaping,
Forming a kiss.
Your eyes lock onto my mouth and I know
You won't give in until you taste
The sourness-
Though you mistake it for sweet.
Despite my silence I have said it.
I cannot seem to prevent myself.
I go in for another kiss.
This time I don't need the memories to move
My lips.
There. I said it.
Are you happy?
oh my stars May 2015
I've missed
the smile you
inflict on me
with every word.
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