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May 13 · 122
where you goin tonight?
Terri May 13
erid, ni ouy sa etsah etuateprep
of eternal salvation,

niotanilcni fo ytied ehht emoceb I
as entire opposites of distance come near; I will

bend the realms
edit eht hsaw

you will be mine
srouy ma I sa
Sep 2020 · 216
Amen the 3rd
Terri Sep 2020
My love is blasphemous
As long as you are the one
who I worship


I'm on my knees again,
Begging and pleading
For your eternal salvation,
To not leave me
In eternal damnation

I shouldn't be on my knees
Thinking you'll pardon me
To the judgement that you'll bring
But I'll always be your dog
Obeying every command
Knowing that someday
When you grow weary
I will no longer be of use
Then set me to the depths of hell
And leave me to perish

As I say again
"No more"
To the manipulative tongue of yours
That I once thought
Where heaven flows;
Where gospel speaks.
But they were
Words of manipulation
Equating to comfort.
Check out my profile for the first 2 amen - as long as you are the one i worship
- ... when you grow weary, i will no longer be of use
- ... and leave me to perish
Jan 2020 · 111
2001 JINJI
Terri Jan 2020
Your imperfections got me messed up
And you look so perfect even without makeup
Eyes made me mesme- mesmerize
its so hazey dazey baby
My head went dizzy dazzy crazy
Everytime you make eye contact

Shine upon my nightmares
Because im blinded;
You're the daydream
That I've always wanted
You're the tv drama
That I'll always wait
Weekly, monthly, and yearly

Twen to the ty four to the seven
Just like seven eleven
Twenty four/seven
Sometimes I look at you
To remind myself that theres really heaven
Oh heavens here we go again
An angel passed by
And I'm blessed that it was you again

Soy amante
No soy bueno en español
I'll be patient to learn spanish
Just to tell you how I love you
In a different language
I used the word jinji because thats the name od my friends dog which is really precious to her so,,,, and jinji for the girl i really love who is precious to me

The girl i love = jinji = precious
Oct 2019 · 172
Terri Oct 2019
Be part of my vanilla sky
As I am the black
                                                          and you
Would be the cream
That would complete the white

                                                         and me

In the midst chaos
Would graciously fal-;;,

Slowly Falling;
Slowly Stopping;
                                            [I would wish]
That my body
                           A C H E S
Into Oblivion,

My body systems crash
                                    p a r a l y z a t i o n
That would be the term
Just to have extra time
To lay with you.
Jun 2019 · 209
Insecurity Is Natural.
Terri Jun 2019
Don't hate your smile
It's great
If you use that one me
Prolly make all my days in my life

You're pretty; It's pretty unique
Different; Unnatural; Deadly
Tell my mom that I love them
I'll be staying in a coffin for life
Because I'm dead over heels for you.

Don't know anime much but I'll watch for you
Got a Terabyte, I'll binge for you
Don't read manga but I'l read for you
Prolly learn japanese just to impress you
Just know that I'll always be here for you

Got all this loving;
And I'm ready to lay them all to you
#Dead #Over #Heels #For #You
Oct 2018 · 146
take me away
Terri Oct 2018
Take me away
Because I'm tired of all this ******* in my life
Take me away

Because no one was never really there for me
Take me away

End my misery and all the pain
Because every single day I'm losing myself
I can't maintain the comfort that I get
What I could maintain is the pain that I cause
Myself, to lose me, to lose myself
To lose every single person that is true

Take me away
I don't know what I'l do anymore

Take me away
Because you said I was someone to you
But sadly you say that to everyone
Now I feel like I'm  no one
Sep 2018 · 1.8k
Terri Sep 2018
Our eyes interwind
I hope we'll able to find
Our love for one another
And both realize that we,
We are bound for each other

Each step I take
To get close to you,
Each effort I make
Just to please you,
Yet unnoticed
Now knowing
the love I have
The love I'll show
Will be nothing to you
I would've took the stars for you
I know it's impossible, but
Getting you is impossible too.
Sep 2018 · 316
Amen 2
Terri Sep 2018
If love is a religion ,
And you're the God
I'd probably be an atheist

I wont worship you no more
Just a false god that is no true at all
Decieved by your nature
And I, was your fool
Used like a tool, me, the fool
Falling for everybit of words
That comes out of your mouth,
I wont believe them no more,
Fell on deep dispair
That I thought you'd be at care
Thus you're just a god
That I thought to be true.
Check my profile for 'Amen' if you guys are interested on d first one
Sep 2018 · 4.1k
Terri Sep 2018
If love is a religion,
And you're the God
I'd probably be an atheist

If the things you say
Are holy gospels
I'd probably burn them to hell

You're on my mind again
Attending your company
Like mass' on sundays
But I'd rather be at home
Rather than to worship
Your hypocriteness
The things you do
Doesn't match the things you say
You've made oaths, vows, promises
But that's at least what I think
You broke every single one of them
And it's ****** up, it's ******* me up;
You split my heart
Like how moses split a river
Crossing it quietly
But when you crossed
You left an unholy mark
Making it bleed, making me hurt
I have no idea what I did to you
But next time I see you,
No more, I wont;
I wont worship you no more.
Sep 2018 · 721
lo[v/s]ing you
Terri Sep 2018
Loving you
Losing you
Hoping one day
I would get you
To be with you,
Trying for you
Hurting to be with you

Loved you
Lost you
Then that one day came
I didn't get you
I'm not with you
Tried for you
Still hurting
But im not with you
Because im not with you
Loving and losing
Jul 2018 · 4.5k
Terri Jul 2018
4 am,drunk
thinking about you
feeling these feelings for you

crying, wiping the tears off
don't know if you should know,
the love i have for you

                                                       dazed & confused
                                                       what should i do?
                                                       do i have to do this?
                                                       what will i do without you?
                                                       lying down & almost sober
                                                       called you, the love i have
                                                       gave'em to you
                                                       but i wasn't enough

drunk in the morning
nothing on my mind
but your body,
you being with somebody
but not with me

out of all the girls,
they were my "more alcohols to come"
but you, you, you're different
you're my "more poems to come"
and that's me being drunk in the morning.
Jul 2018 · 25.3k
happiness 4 you
Terri Jul 2018
i only want you to be happy
                                                even if it being so, does not include me

i want the best for you; even if i couldn't be the one to give them to you

i want to be the one makes your heart melt;
i want to be beside you ever single second of my life
and most especially when you've had a bad day
EVEN if you tell me to stop wasting my time on you
i would gladly waste all my hours, minutes,seconds
days,weeks,months, EVEN YEARS
just to see you happy,

i want to give you all my love; but i don't have the chance to do so

clearly you love him; i love you
obviously i should stop trying;i love you
probably because i love you too much; its true
that i did not see the knife coming
that's about to go through my heart
and rip it apart, now it's gone
but,, at least your happy but just not with me
and now i'll stop trying; because just like i said before

i want you to be happy
                                       even it being so,does not include me
Jun 2018 · 3.4k
Terri Jun 2018
as the moment pass by,
                                       like how you passed me by
i saw your eyes
                          gaze through the sky,

as i look at you
                          i cant help but feel
the feelings i have for you
                                           oh how i wanted to say them to you

as the day turns into night
the sun goes down, the moon goes up
still cant get over how beautiful you were
when you were looking at the sky
now every time i look up
it reminds me of your beautiful blue eyes
just like the sky.
Jun 2018 · 239
h E r
Terri Jun 2018
i do not know how to say the thins i feel for her
it's consuming my soul, its bugging the **** out of me,
like the darkness inside a room when the lights are off
i never knew that you were the one that's going to turn on the lights
never knew that she'll be the one filling my emptiness,
never knew she'll bet the one making my days okay
but that's not the case
yes,she turn's the lights on,
yes,she makes the days okay
but that's just me thinking of her
she doesn't have a clue on what i feel about her
i always had the feeling when she's sad
that i should be the one cheering her up,making her happy
comforting her till she's okay and laughing
but i don't have the privilege to do that
and that makes me sad.

(i LoVe h E r)
(bUt sHe hAs zer0 cLue)
Jun 2018 · 6.6k
paralletic universetic
Terri Jun 2018
maybe in a parallel universe
                                                  i’d be finally hers
maybe in a parallel universe
                                                 i wont be the one chasing her
maybe in a parallel universe
                                                 i'd get to say the things i feel for her
maybe in a parallel universe
                                                 she’d say my favorite three words
maybe in a parallel universe
                                                 i'd get to marry her
maybe in a parallel universe
                                                   i'd get to grow old with her
well maybe,just maybe
in a parallel universe
                                    we’d be happily together.
Feb 2018 · 165
my heart
Terri Feb 2018
my heart

like the cars in the city when the red light pops,

like when the batteries inside a clock is dead
the tiks&toks just wont tik and tok

like how the sun stops shining when
the moon starts to rise

like how you told me to stop because
i ain't enough
Dec 2017 · 459
near perfection
Terri Dec 2017
I met her on 8th grade
cute smile,she was amazing
my friends really liked her,
after a few months we were together,
then comes the 9th grade
she was acting really different
she said she'll be doing an errand and
she was only with him alone
from that moment i knew something was wrong,
i was at an event when that happened
then after a few days
i saw the words "I love you too" in her phone
but i don't recall saying "I love you" to her that day
then my heart suddenly stopped
like how it stopped when i first met her,
oh how much pain did i felt that day,
did she get tired of me ?
was i not enough ?
am i that boring to be a company ?
"lets stop this now", last words
i ever heard from her when we were together,
she was so so so perfect, well i guess
perfect things aren't really perfect.

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