adept

adept Jul 2019

i saw what true happiness
looked like today
it only made me realize
i had never felt that way
but had tricked myself into
thinking i was

and it’s something i will never have

#if #only #i #did

adept Jul 2019

i will suffer the consequences of my choice
if i ever make one

#consequently

adept Jul 2019

finding God

the metaphor for the phenomenons of the world
who we come to for advice, guidance, wisdom
i can’t find my way
i have no faith
but i’m searching

life is hard. we r all trying

#finding #*** #way #to #forgive

adept Jul 2019

forced

i’m lying to you and just can’t stop
because you love me
and no one else does.

1:04
3 of u

adept Jul 2019

i’m blind.
i can’t see the future
the consequences
the choices.
but i can see you
and i wish i hadn’t

i’m sorry u don’t deserve this

#i #want #to #take #it #back

adept Jul 2019

the evil

jealousy makes us wicked
makes us hurt
makes us feel.
even when we don’t want to
even when we don’t believe we should

i shouldn’t feel this way but i do, i desperately want to be in two different places at one time

#im #sorry #but #i #still #love #u

adept Jul 2019

blissful

the worst people in my life
have taught me the most

#worst #lessons