he walked out first
and now i guess it was
your turn.
this is what happens when
people become tired of
what made them want to
live in the first place.

step
       by
           step
                   i’m fading away
                   and it’s all your fault

it wasn’t on purpose
but it hurts like it was

i am trying to go through
this with you and take it step by step,
but we seem to be going in
opposite directions.

you towards the fault line
and me towards the light,
but to our surprise, you
end up getting through
this without me in the end.

i’ve held on for awhile now,
and all the while telling others
to let go. so this time i am going
to listen to myself, i will
officially let go now that i know
the truth, and it’s a long fall to
rock bottom.

every time you leave,
you inch closer to never
coming back. and i
fear that this may be
the last time we say

Goodbye

little did i know that
my past would repeat itself
with the people i love the most
playing the parts of those
who were the most evil.