Every morning I wake up
I remember:
I’m not yours anymore

Then I cry till I fall asleep again

I miss the days when we were invincible
We were so far from predictable
Our love was like a miracle
So beautiful that it seemed fictional
But now I’m all alone just wishing you could hold me
The way you used to
Back when you knew the old me
I feel so empty
I just wish I could go back to the way things used to be
I’ll never fall in love again
But it’s fine I know I never win
But I’ll admit I just wanna hold you again

i dream of november nights and broken cars
germany in march and the stars
the last time everything was okay.

i dream of red speakers and fairy lights
green walls after fights
and tuesdays.

the breeze tickles her hair 
and takes her worries with it. 
the sun wants a break
just for a little while.
she misses the sun,
but knows it needs a minute.
she'll be here when it's ready.