I find the river when I am kept awake by thoughts of you, and
at the railing, despite the numbing grip of wrought iron, I can see her
surface ripple in the winter wind, and I watch as the undercurrent
appears to churn and switch back in the twilight, unpredictable,
unknowable, a breadth and impulse powerful, resistant, and when
her path is curbed, finding her own way in a tumult of discovery