If this is how it ended,
If this is how you died,
Let me finally take a breath.
Because I finally know the reason why.
If this is how I live,
If this is how I survive,
Let me finally close my eyes,
With no more tears to cry.
If this is truly over,
If our bond is truly gone,
Let me play your song,
So I can move on.
If this is how it has to be,
If this is honestly goodbye,
Let my heart hug you one more time,
To last me, this lifetime.
Four years to this day,
You were taken away.
I have suffered,
I have cried,
I have screamed,
I have grieved,
And a part of me died.
It’ll never make sense to me,
Why you had to go.
But it’s time to move on,
And it’s time to let you go.
But I promise you that I
Will carry you Forever in my soul.
For you, my big brother.
May your soul rest in ease.
