There's a part of me, that I thought died.

This part of me sees, the God(s) in me.


Many split personalities. Divide all realities. Energy and thoughts all for inhumanity.  

The versions of all indenities, fighting for my sanity.


I want to live....
I want to die ...
The darkness. The light.
What is the meaning of eternal life?!

LIFE wants to give love unconditionally and Death is absolutely lustful as we see.
Controlled chaos inside of a beautiful
catastrophic tragedy.  If  I cursed my godly essence, is this blasphemy?

Trapped within myself, in a comforting prison, to never be free. I can hear you calling out to me.  Never, was this the way, this is suppose to be.
One day, I will go (die) ghost, hopefully....


Through more eyes, have open the realization. Deceived by unworldly hallucinations.  Cannot go against time or creation! Praying for salvation will come before my reincarnation!!

I  don't want to live...
I  don't want to die....
The other part of me.....
calling out from the other side....

Drifting beneath the waves,
The water lifts me like a stone.
Holds me in it's soft embrace
As if to carry me home.

A grain of sand, I ride the tide.
Find a beach in which to hide.
Cast ashore, let the foam
bury my past and wash away my bones.

Close my eyes, lose myself
To the rushing in my ears.
Leave behind this earthly shell,
The world fades and disappears.

A grain of sand, I ride the tide.
Find a beach in which to hide.
Cast ashore, let the foam
bury my past and wash away my bones.