i love you.
you, my friend,
are something
special,
something different.
you, in some sense,
saved me.
like bright lights
on warm water reflecting
auburn.
I found myself,
in spite of my love for
you.
auburn love in the depth
of winter is what we are,
were.
I love you in colors
I can't describe, see or even
feel.
though as seasons go
feelings seem to, I suppose,
change.
and once again here we
go around and around,
dancing.
dancing numb hoping love
is still vibrant and radiant in
color.
no longer dull,
in black, white or stubborn
grey.
I fall and I fall, into the
rhythm of our waltz,
alone.
we spin in circles
around the issues of
love.
I love you and
I've loved you but yet
I lost you.