i know im positive
loving smiles and fun people
but somewhere inside of me
is a cold-hearted witch
whos dying to turn every smile into pain

don't worry im keeping her tamed
but for all of the things you do, there's
  a sacrifice to make
so my positivity is costing me much


every smile brings me pain
but i have to ... smile
cause that's ... me
or am ... i

i can't write when i should
my words don't like rules
they have their own sleep schedule
but ohhh when they want
to came and play i can't stop them
they are pouring out of me
like a juice out of those juice boxes
when you blow air in the straw
...
/M.A/

i'm painting my nails yellow from now on
i need this refreshing color in my life
i need sunlight and warmth
but in the same time it's so pathetic
like if my nail color could change anything
but still, call me stupid, but i will do this
...
/M.A./