I thought
to be safe
I thougth
to be  safe
from the darkness
I thougth
to be safe
from you
but....
it was a lie
now ...
as before
as after
I know
I can't
it was only a dream
to be free ...
just a song
in the air
and I'm falling
again and again
a so good song
it was our song
I loved it
but you were mine
I hate it
because you aren' t mine
no longer
I hate you
because I love you

a buzz
the only sound in the dark
ah !
disappointment disappointed !
never butterfly
flew higher

I 'd like to be a  butterfly
fly
enjoy freedom
enjoy sun
enjoy warmth
following
faint
which closed in my cocoon
I dreamed
and imagined
I'd like to be a  butterfly
see colors
and live
intensely
carefree
I'd like to be a butterfly
just a moment
few hours of happiness
and life

how can I survive?
after that
after you
I'm so angry
you abandon me
you leave me alone
why?
I weren't ready
not yet
I feel guilty
I know it's not your fault
but
I'm so sad
I'm so lonely
I don't know how going on
and you aren't with me
to teach it
no longer
who 'll dry my tears?
who'll lull me?
who'll listen to my doubts?
who'll calm my fears?
I need you
I miss you
there's a dark hole in my heart
you told me
be strong
I'll try
you told me
be happy
I'll try
you told me
don't forget I love you
I don't
I love you
I'll always do
I hope
that one day
I'll be hold in your arms
again
mum...

live
dare
run
sing
smile
cry 
follow your dreams
neverd  give up
fight
because in a flash
everything can change
and all your world
will stop turning

I stare your eyes
and I see love
I touch your skin
and I feel your warmth
I smell you
and I imagine a forest after the rain
I listen to your voice calling  my name
and I hear a symphony
I watch you
and I see my destiny

sadness
is my life
every morning I open my eyes
and I know
sadness
is my reality
everything is grey
no colors
no music
no words
sadness
is my life