find me
under the stars
and we can make memories
that will sting your heart
months down the road
and fill your mind
like the full moon lights the sky

s.s

losing you
was like losing a limb

i made you a part of me
and depended on you
for so many things

so your abrupt departure
feels strange
like i'm missing
a piece of myself

and i can almost feel
where you used to be
but now there is just empty space
with nothing but pain to see

i can see the ocean in your eyes
and taste the galaxy on your tongue
but that's only if i ignore
the bloodshot glaze
and bitter taste of smoke

s.s

rock bottom
is when you no longer feel the need to hurt yourself
because the pain in your heart is overwhelming enough
that the physical aspect is no longer needed

so you sit
and build
this weight in your chest
thinking maybe

just maybe

this alone
will be enough
to do the trick

are you two back together
how should i respond
when i don't know whether
you still care or not

you might say that you do
but you are the one who left
and i really don't believe you
no matter what you confess

and i've got people in my ear
saying you're bad news
but it ******* hurts to hear
when you're still who i want to choose

so i'm not sure what to say
when people question about us
because it hurts at the end of the day
and it's not something i care to discuss

s.s

closer and closer
comforting yet electric
sets your skin aflame

the gold trapped in my dark eyes
could make flowers grow
but the rain and crystal water in yours
could make them flourish

s.s