My mind wanders as I'm trying not to fall in love with you. 'Cause every time I awake I ponder on my mistakes of what I said. It's always my esteeme that I sure lose. Playing those stupid games, I will always end up chasing you.
"I want you more than i want the oxygen in my lungs. I crave you more than I crave sleep at night. They say where you sleep is home, but honestly, the moment you fall into my arms, that is my home."
This pain in my chest, The feeling of disgust, I have it all the time. I cant sleep, Paranoia the whole night, I cant have friends, Or a life. Im too insane, and too unworthy. j.b