Every day is the same
And every day I wait
I keep playing this game
And I’ve met my mate

It was all so simple
Came too naturally
But I cared too little
And now I’m stuck

Do I even love it here
Would I have been better off home
And my one true fear
Is that I feel so alone

we are the same
interchangeable
indescribable
indefinite

we are different
unconditionally
uncontrollably
understandably

you and i
well, we're just in love
wholeheartedly

i started out with one
and that doubled
someone's son
has gotten me in trouble

unsure of where to go
unsure of what to say
unsure of what i know
unsure of which way

i know i like the one
maybe in love with two
the third is fun
but how do i choose

it's unfair that i helped build this home
just for you to knock it down
i slaved for this
and look how i wound

a dead horse isn't beaten as bad as me
for i haven't been put out of my misery
i have been left
to feel like an outcast for eternity

how did you do it
how did you make my place
my sanctuary
into such a disgrace

i am the mother of my children
you are the father of none
they were created in my body
and branded with my love

i had a dream
i punched walls til I bled
only to wake
covered in red

I bawled last night
You were right
I cannot live with this strife
I might as well pull a knife
and end this sad little life

You might see
The depression in me
But I refuse to let
Myself forget
I am the love of my own life

You had this hold
And now I fold
That you are no more
I am pretty torn
But this is my life