We promised to always be there for each other.
I was always your best friend and you were mine.
I told you everything about me why i was me
and the darkest parts of me.
We were inseperable, never one without the other.
I could feel you slowly leaving as you pushed me and others away.
Then you were just gone from my life.
Once you were gone I had no one to really talk to.When it started to get worse they came.
People who i had been friends with once before they betrayed me.
They were now your baes and I was nobody.
It hurts to think about you.
Can we please go back to the time before you left.

can you hear me screaming i ******* trusted you now you've gone and left me cause i'll never be the pretty one or the skinny one i'll always be that ***** you once knew oh well
i'll just sit here with my broken heart and my shattered soul because you'll never know never know remembver that time when the four  of us were friends ha just look at me getting all sentimental well **** one of us left and it was the beginning of the end of the good days now i've been pushed out and i'll just sit here with my broken heart and shattered soul because you'll never know never know maybe i lied i took to many pills i'm sorry i hurt you but i have to move on with or without you but my heart will be broken and the shattered bits of my soul will be in your memories i told myself you'll never know but look at this you always knew my broken heart and my shattered soul
broken and shattered
i am

can you hear that screaming? its the screaming of a girl who tried to drown her demons, without knowing they could swim. its the screaming of a girl in a crowded room, but nobody can hear her cry for help. its the screaming of a girl who wanted to be pretty so she didnt eat.its the screaming of a girl who's friends didnt notice when her eyes no longer sparkled with life.its the screaming of a girl who could no longer be her mommy's perfect girl or daddy's little angel. its the screaming of a girl who had the cruel words spoken to her carved on her arms and legs. its the screaming that has been silenced with a slash on each wrist and a bottle of pills, and six feet of cold dark dirt.