I'll never **** with her,
           she's more lethal..
   than a James bond villain…

Her legs have more power
  than a Fukushima releasing
             her poison between
     my hips.

I'm a rod and she's
the water containing my
          explosion...

but she evaporated,
             never watching...

Realising,

that what I release is like a virus.


           Contaminating the womb
of creative contagion...


You'll float in the abortion of my
         chock hold of words...


You'll never be born, still born words,
                     I'll burn you in a shallow grave.
And you'll realise that I'm never  to be ****** with.


My words were like a machete of gunfire cutting
            you up before you even knew pain.

I'm a nationwide hunt, and you'll be buried
                                                       in my words,
shallow rhymes, given a urinated burial...
  
                           I'm relieved your here and not in my view.

I'm entirely made of salt
Over the things you have said
And how confused they have left me
"If this is you cold
Your warmth must have been radiant"
Good luck with your long game
She is so ******* lucky

as much as I crave warmth
I can't when
my veiws of the world
are much so
indifferent.

Memory is too fragile
Too often it forgets the past
All your happiness is faded
Your timeline, unsure and jaded

It remebers the biggest stuff
The "important" events and things
But leaves out intamacy
In the details of legacy

The little day to day gestures,
Moments of bliss are neglected
"Insignifigant" adventure
And all the laughter that they lure

These are the things I want to keep,
What I want memorialized
On my conciousness for ever
All these times we shared together

Precious moments unforgotten
Like the wind tossling my hair
And you sliding it back in place
How you lightly caressed my face

Every breathless time my heart stopped
And butterflies bred at  your touch
Every kiss imprinted in time
The veiws from the mountains we climb

The way we shudder and tremble
And whipser "I Love you" 's with care
The jokes  we shout, the games we play
The songs we sing, the things we say

These fleeting moments are ereased
To make way for pain or glory
Things with ceremony or scars
Not as good as sleeping in cars

Let my legacy be of my
Good times, fun times, small times when I
Made a difference for once and for
The smiles and laughs of my trade floor

I want to remeber these things
The small things that make up our lives
Because they make them all worth more
Than I ever thought before

Im not sure what im doing tonight I have far to much on my mind and nothings sounding right, really im just trying to sort through my thoughts all the while wondering if im really alright.  You see, I go back and forth about that, im good untill I get stuck in my head. My head can be a scary thing, filled with harsh veiws of myself and the world mixed with odd hellish dreams. I feel if I tried to explain my thoughts to some, I mean to really explain and try sort through it all, that they'd probably just laugh at me n say im crazy. And crazy as I may or may not be.. I lost my train of thought

I feel an emotion one i dont feel often
Most of the time wishing i was in a coffin
But the feeling has finally soften
Looking around the room
What if your my groom
Marrage is a my wish
Something i want to acomplish
But with who?
My result is overdue
Looking and waiting
Drawing writing and painting
All things i do to pass time
While i just wait in this line
Secretly i want it to be arranged
Most people think its strange
But judgement plays a big role
My legs take the toll
I have no say
I live happy until this day
The day i have to choose
The one i hope to never loose
Stay by my side
Lay with me by the tide
Your cowboy ****
Makes me got nuts
But is it you i choose
What about your friend with the tattoos?
We all have diffferent veiws
My husband i shall choose
I like him with the bruise
Tall and handsome
And looks fairly wholesom
Marry me
I plea
And we will live happily

She knew her rights,
She recited her veiws.
They crushed her down,
And she didn't understand.
She thought to herself,
"Why say how I feel,
If all I get is hated?"

i might be crazy for picking a chance of danger.
i need thrill to get that high.
i love the danger  that forms the perfect desription of me on the head lines of the new paper.
im insane with no limits that can go blind. i live life on the side of the cliff.
im going crazy. you tell me to stop.
why not you try what i have to show.
i live life with danger on one side of my brain.
this world would be a  dark place with out thrilling danger screaming my name.
i love the thrill of new things to try to explore . are you videio taping me .
i love this world with the wind going threw my hair.
i see no fear trying new things that are messed up so just give it to ill take it to a new level you dont think it could possibly go.
im not araid of what would happen cause i practice every time i go insane for the new thrill.
so put my name on the list so i can show all of you  lifes littel risks are worth it all weather its one hundred veiws or million veiwes .

you cant stop me cause its more fun to go insanely ******* crazy.

i dare you all to follow in my foot steps in life cause its more fun to get out of your dark thoughts and live life like me .

I've just read the story of Adam and Eve
It's what I've been told
We should all believe

But I'm not very sure
If its actually true
What do you think?
I so wish I knew

I've been told to have faith
To get down and pray
Be gratefull. To god
For each passing day

But im finding it difficult
Because of things that I see
Cruelty  ,suffering  , great poverty!
"If god is so caring"
Loving and kind

Then why?
Is it happiness is so hard to find?
Why so many religions?
Differing veiws
Are they there for what reason?
They only confuse
Causing so much
Conflict , Bitterness  ,unrest ,

Requesting even the most loving
Be put to the test
I've come to the conclusion
Even if it's not true

That there's really no god
It's just me n you
I've nothing to lose
But continue to pray

For all that read this poem
Each passing day
As there may be a chance
That the devils deceived ?

"All of mankind"
So have faith
Just believe .......