let me drown
to the depths of the abyss
let me sink in regret
I have to understand
the crimes I've committed
only then can I truly change

I fear my brittle heart cannot
bear another harsh winter

On a quiet night
when my soul departs,
do not suffer

Though I will be asleep for
the many winters to come

Tenderly, I shall
embrace thee in a dream

Warm breezes in the night air
Whisper away every nightmare
Stars above in heaven's depths
Blink freely in the dark
Glowing with every promising spark
And during rest in dreams we see
The unreal and our thoughts are set free
To drift and live in sleep
And experience everything so deep
Sometimes waking, wishing you were still there
All that you can do is remember, and keep it near
Unearthly as it seems
Our souls are connected in dreams

the people who
possess
the
gifts from God
lord
i want to know
that
i've watch them
spread their
wings of faith
in
the winter snow
when
these fields are
made of gold

We disappear forever
Terrible but true

We disappear forever
Nothing we can do

I watched them playing baseball
Twilight beauty blue

In my time that yet remains
I give all my love to you.

I want to be invisible
but, really what I mean
is
I want to be okay
with the way that I am seen.