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Am I the only one that has their demons feasting upon their souls?
They say it is easy to tie a noose around your mind,
To overcome the urges and temptations of ending your life with a suicide
They don't know the true pain and torment that is going on in my head
An epic battle that leaves me with restless nights in bed
"End your life already" they say, as they prey on me during my weakest hours
Sometimes I give into the voices, carrying the sharp blade to my wrist
Crying as I struggle to mutter three powerful words that keeps me going
Choking on my sobs, my lungs deflate with a desire to say that God loves me
I try to convince myself that God is trying to test my faith
And to just wait, wait and wait
Then my Demons will eventually go AWAY.....



~Imperfect Desire **
 Mar 2015 sabella
Poetry by MAN
OH..TO NOT HOLD BACK!
Unleash my full love attack
Atomic..Explosive..Seductive...******
Pure energy charge when I plug into your socket
Words do no justice on how I can crush this
Animal magnetism feel my lust is..
More than "just one" can ever handle
Pores pour danger feel my scandal
My mystery flows blissfully
Covers every inch of your skin
Alone we are innocent together we are sin
Vibrate turn you on body becomes a machine
Erratic stirring motion whips up your cream
Deep kisses..skin caressing..open neck I attack
Not many can handle the punch I pack
Stung by my poke..change up stroke
Body..Mind..Intertwine creates mental smoke
Body language telling tales
Tossing tumbling scratching nails
Tongue acrobatic generates ******* static
Overdose from pleasure become the magic
One last trick yes its nice and thick
Tell me favorite position go ahead and pick
Legs unfold to please you is my mode
Hands explore while your juices explode
In and out feel me tap..tap..tap
Let me rip like Jack..Unf..TO NOT HOLD BACK!
M.A.N 11-10-14  I wrote this for my **** Scorpio ♏ blog..^_*
 Mar 2015 sabella
Poetry by MAN
Yes I am familiar with the Nothing
It's the emptiness I fill with words
Paint a picture in minds put time in lines care into every curve
I'm also familiar with the All..
How the greatest of expectations fall..when it is love we call
Hearts broken down like cars that stall-MOVE YOUR PATHETIC *** OVER TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD!-looking for it all..
M.A.N 2-13-15
 Mar 2015 sabella
Poetry by MAN
Scar Me* go ahead make me feel
Deep don't worry I will heal
Left behind something that's real
Holding back makes me ill
From many moments I came to be
Rich I've grown spiritually
Acquired an ability
To ride waves of reality
We are all runners in the human race
Everyone running at their own pace
Stumble fall scratch up your face
Creates a flavor you can taste
Tattoo art constellation of scars
Becomes bodies shining stars
Footprints left of what we are
From ****** skin my scars come far
Amazing the way we heal
Feeble is the attempt that doesn't ****
Scratch-sniff-crusty scab you peel
Heart ate out like a happy meal
Touch me claw make your attempt
Hello! I'm the "Scar Me" president
On my body live without rent
Unique like art the pain we spent...
M.A.N 3-4-15 Yes go ahead make your attempt I am the Scar Me president..^_*
 Jul 2014 sabella
Ranger
Not exactly human
A shadow
Not a man
A beast
The son of kings
The spawn of witch's

An animal, a wolf
With the will that is noble
And the power to live after death
A wisdom to know when to fight
And a soul not afraid of death
But the grace to know how to live

Two worlds
One body
One mind
One will
One heart
One soul

He can not be bought
He can not be made to fear
He will not be bullied
He can not be broken
He can not be bribed
He will never be caged

The wolf king
In the shadows
Knowing what he wants
Knowing what its worth
Knowing he is strong enough
Knowing his war maybe long but worth it
 Jun 2014 sabella
Poetry by MAN
Elevator going up in my mind
Cosmic awareness is what I find
Vibrate pass doubters prove them wrong
Power from my words..makes me strong
Poetic my nature feel the storm
Rumble like thunder reality torn
Let go of my ego butterfly born
Cocoon in my mistakes expose my true form
Up so high I begin to float
Spread my wings flutter by with hope
Get on the elevator there is room
Answers open up you don't have to assume
Expansion of spirit feel the rise
Visions not seen by the eyes
So come along elevate with me
To the top floor of our destiny..
M.A.N 6-26-14
 Jun 2014 sabella
Poetry by MAN
I'm named after a machine and this great country I've seen
I'm Smooth and Mechanical in my daily routine
TVNation..is who I am online
Mostly at work when I past my time
An avatar worn like a shield for my heart
Where there is no ends but a million starts
Who is this TVNation are eyes capable to see?
My status gets updated when I log into Internet--ternity...
Click left, click right next thing your clicking all night...
Spirits gets battered in a cyberspace fight
It's only the beginning cause I see no end
As time moves on we all begin to blend
We become one under a Internet sun...
Not everything did has already been done...
Internet time never pays you no mind
It's something that you and I can not define
Together lets discover a universe anew
TVNation is happy to walk this path with you...
Rev. 6-23-13 M.A.N
 Jun 2014 sabella
Poetry by MAN
You have heard of many poems about a love so true..
Have you heard about the poem "Not for you?"
*Cloudy skies tear soaked eyes
Over analyzing wondering why
Down in the dirt
Feeling so hurt
Reminders everywhere oh I remember this shirt
I wore it that day
My hopes went away
Expectations were crushed and on the ground they lay
I will survive tears must be cried
Lies exposed the truth cannot  hide
Some things aren't meant to be
Come back to reality
This isn't the first relationship fatality
Sorry if my words come off too cruel...
But it's obvious this love is not for you...
1-16-14 M.A.N
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