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 Apr 2015 S' busiso
Leseywut
I don't write about you anymore
I've found that I'm better off with just myself

I don't listen to your favorite songs anymore
I've learned that songs aren't supposed to make you sad

I don't think about you anymore
I've managed to take care of my own thoughts now

I don't talk about you anymore
I've spoken of things I'm just passionate about

You know I'm a pretty good liar
You know I'm a good pretender

'Cause I've spoken of you like you're all my dreams in one person
A living fantasy reminding me of daydreams and nightmares

'Cause I've thought about you ceaselessly night and day
You're hidden under every word I've read

'Cause every song I listen to has always been about you now
Haunting, screaming under my breaths

'Cause even if I can manage on my own
I still write about you
 Apr 2015 S' busiso
claire
i. Allow yourself to be clichéd. Forgive yourself the comparison to phenomena like stars, tsunamis, volcanoes, and the end of the world.  There is no shame in depicting the galaxies you see in your irises or the seas crashing in your lungs. Don’t for a minute diminish your words because you’re afraid of seeming larger, lovelier, or grander than you really are. Keep writing huge. Keep writing splendorous.

ii. Destroy the anxiety gap between you and your work. Sit down and write whatever’s filling you in that moment. When stupidity comes, embrace it. When unoriginality comes, offers it your deepest welcome. When panic comes, give it a wink and keep dragging your pen across the page. There is no wrong, no right. There is only Something. Do not label the Something in such stark, dull terms as good or bad. If you must label it, label it burning, label it victorious, scarlet, howling, fresh, moving, disastrous, gleaming, but never reduce it to success or non-success. Who are you to determine these things? How can you take what streams out of you and cram it into a superficially constructed box? Would you degrade any other kind of natural release? Would you relegate blood flow or shouting or tears to a simple one-word title? This is your time to glow in full vulnerability, to fall head over heels for every blundering, beautiful thought within you, so build a bridge between you and the paper that will be strong enough to bear your weight. Then cross it.

iii. Know who you are writing for. It should be yourself, not the one who holds your heart or the fire-faced figure in the park at dusk or people who make your soul twist. Write for brave, bruised you; wondering, powerful you. Always you.

iv. Rise above the need to match your creation to a preordained image in your mind. The two will never be the same and this is fine. Accept whatever you produce with tender detachment, then move forward. Remember that every literary icon has felt the same pounding dissatisfaction, and walked about tugging at their hair, frustrated and abashed. Remember they are no closer to divinity than you. Ultimately, we are all just shells through which a greater ocean sings, so let yours wail its melody as it likes.

v. Write without the tight egoic fist; write without a blueprint; write without fear. Write like it is your first day on earth and you are stunned with awe. Write like the caterpillar bursting from its cocoon, transformed, breathless. Write like that.
 Apr 2015 S' busiso
Tyler Cobain
Hello!

We feel it, everything you risk
Influence this side of me
Without words you can cause a spark
We're virtually flying

For you I'm sure it's gonna work
For you I know it's gonna work

You can win it all
A spiritual cable if you need to
Just to climb above the last days of this
You can win it all
I'm happy enough to tell that we're okay
And I'm never going to start up again

The tears they're heavy around us
Walk around you'll see them pooling
You don't dwell on past mistakes
And you're strong enough to never break

For you I'm sure it's gonna work
For you I know it's gonna work

You can win it all
A spiritual cable if you need to
Just to climb above the last days of this
You can win it all
I'm happy enough to tell that we're okay
And I'm never going to start up again

You'll mumble the question you won't be able to answer
You're emotions too crowded so relax it's one adventure

You can win it all
A spiritual cable if you need to
Just to climb above the last days of this
You can win it all
I'm happy enough to tell that we're okay
And I'm never going to start up again

You're beautiful don't stand around
And never be afraid to fall
For Sofia
 Apr 2015 S' busiso
Yung Wifey
when someone tells you that they want you,
you don't really feel anything
but when someone tells you that they don't want you anymore
you feel every ounce of it

you re read it over and over again
trying to figure out what you did or said wrong in the past 24 hours
you analyze all your moves from the start of the relationship
and when you find out that you didn't **** up
you just don't understand why
you don't understand what went wrong
that "don't" and "anymore" in that sentence weigh down on your heart
you can't stop thinking about it
you think,
"hey I'm okay, not worth my time anyway to be stressing over someone who is not stressing over me"
but that only helps for 5 minutes
and then you're back at it
trying to figure out what went wrong
and it's just a cycle
every **** hour
you're not okay
but oh you want to be
you want to be
My heart currently feels shattered. I knew this would happen, but it still hurts. I didn't do anything wrong. As much as I want to say it's his loss, I know it's mine too.
"It's meaningless,"
says the Reason.*
And Love says:
*
"It is, what it is."

— The End —