Heartache

Every day looking
at pictures of your
beauty, coming into view,

Memories of
ten thousand,
images, seeing the blessings in you,

Loving a magnificence as you
that I will never touch,
Missing holding you.

You enter my heart
and leave me with heartache,
in dreams every morning.  

My heart aches with sadness every day; missing you,
I want to continue to see you; my Angel in dreams.
My life became beautiful after finding you.

Even, if I can never,
be with you in this world,
and feel this heartache always,

I will endure the sadness forevermore,
Missing you,
My life became beautiful after finding you.

I will always love you, no one even more.

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Staring out the front window,
At a lonely street lamp,
Shimmering through a cold rain of tears.

Looking around our home,
Visiting our sweet memories,
Wondering where you have gone,

After you left me alone,
In this empty home,

Hoping that you will come back soon,
I miss you.

Sadness flows every day,
Until midnight dreams,
Of you and me begin.

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Another spring has arrived,
A cold winter…
fighting to hold on,

Nights, gently getting warmer.
Soon bright cherry blossoms,
will shine above Seoul,

Looking at you from a distance,
Wishing I was holding you…
in my arms on this spring day,

Dreams of our past
lives remain,
deep in my heart today,

Warm, loving nights,
our Souls intertwine, like blooming young
cherry blossom branches,

Never letting go of such,
blossoming beauty,
at dawn is my wish.

Such sadness, on this cold spring day,
Gazing across a vast dark ocean,
Knowing dreams of beauty, lie waiting for me,

Regretting, born
half a world away,
from love.

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Missing you so much,
As the sun rises,
In my eyes,

Everyday tears flow, drenching my Soul,
As the scene brightens, my Soul hurts,
Only to remind me, I sleep in a lonely bed.

Living in this flowerless place,

Whether the sun shines or not,
It's all the same,
Days filled with blue tears without you,

My heart aches for you,
No love to share,

Days pass by,
Growing older with time,

No days filled with happiness,
Missing you my love,

Wishing always to fall asleep,
With dreams of you and me,
Living and loving in our past,

Your ghost,
Still touching my heart,
Holding on to you, until sunrise comes,

Wishing for that day to arrive,
When I no longer,
Leave you alone in dreams,

Standing before you,
When bathing in the warm, bright light,
of your love and sunshine, becomes our reality.

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You are my summer sunshine,
swimming, in your shining love, brightens my dreams,
warms my wintery Soul,

Chasing away my lonely cloudy days,
You are my longing dreams,
as my spirit floats to your warm heavenly embrace,

You are my wishful hopes in life,
my inspiration, for, living,
You are my love for each new day; a gift worth holding on tight,

Because of you,
I live my life
in the sunshine,

My love,
You are the happiest dream come true,
I thank God for you.

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After the long quiet night is over,
My life in a distant land with my lover comes to an end.
My dream love, stolen away by dawn,

How can I endure,
these heartbroken days?
No words to say, but I miss you.

Walking past strangers in the rain,
Rain is hiding my tears.

On cold days,
my love cries for you,

On blue sky days, memories, of you and me,
walking along a sandy beach,
fill my heart, with our joyous days.

At sunsets, my Soul aches to return to you.

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My whole life waiting for you,
through the seasons,
as time passes slowly,

with flowers blooming in the spring,
flowers are wilting with tears in the fall,
time is moving too slowly.

Many lovers have come and gone,
with all the goodbyes,
too many tears have fallen over the years.

You, my darling Angel,
your spirit remains in my heart,
uplifting my Soul though life on wilting days.

Chasing away the sad days
of tears falling on
wilting flowers,

always bringing memories,
of blooming cherry blossoms, roses, and love
in the spring.

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