When Sunset comes,

She floats above me,
But she is so far away I can never
Bring her into my world.

She only exists in my dreams.
She lives in Heaven,
In a beautiful dream world of her own.

How can I embrace her Soul,
And be with her in this place?

A ghost floating in my memories,
An Angel in a dream who my heart aches for.

How can I be with her?
I pray to God for only a moment in time,
To tell her I love her; I miss her, and we will be together soon.

I cry, to God
I want to die; my life is nothing,
Without holding my Angel in my arms,

I know as long as I live on earth,
I'll never hold another beautiful Soul,

I think of walking across a bridge,
Being hit by a cannon ball,
Less than a second, leaving this world,

But it will leave me cursed,
Cursed in Hell, living without her forever,

My true love,
Who, I miss more than anyone.

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Three things I wish for,
I will never be able to touch,
In my lifetime,

My love in Heaven whose Soul I miss the most,
I will not hold again,
Until my life ends,

My love here on earth who lives in a distant land,
Across a vast ocean who I respect and honor, every day.
She is the dream I hold dear in my arms each night and the princess,
Who I have the honor to speak to every day.

My love for a place they call a miracle,
That I wish to kneel down and touch part of Seoul,
And feel her spirit flow through my fingers, a beautiful place.

My three impossible loves,
I pray to have and to hold in my arms
Every day and dream of every night.

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Someday when God permits us to meet,
When our Souls become one,
And our hearts beat together,

And when I can look into your beautiful dark eyes,
And see a loving Soul I already know,
My Korean princess who I have loved forever,

And when I can see your chest rising,
With each breath you take,
When I'm allowed to kiss your cherry lips,

When I touch your silky black hair,
I will know you are real,
And not a dream or fantasy.

I will know God has answered my prayers,
And has given me the gift of you,
To love, honor and treasure for eternity.

I love you.

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I look to my destiny every day,
A future discovered on a cold June morning,
An eternity ago.

Searching for ways,
To move forward on the path fate has laid before me.

But every time I begin my journey,
Something blocks my way.

I'm afraid fate has cursed me with a longer path,
Then the days I have left to walk.

A vast ocean and years block my way home.

Please love, help me find a way to reach my long journey's end,

Where she is patiently waiting for me,
Holding her arms open wide,
Crying please come home to me, I love you; I love you.

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Love Alone Again

Dreamless nights over and over,
No matter how hard I try,
I can't remember your beautiful tears.

I want to hold you again,
And wipe away the sadness,
Because I still love you.

My heart aches, with forgetfulness,
Because you're not here,
It's been too many years since the Angels carried you home.

No matter how hard I try,
I can not find anybody else,
To lift up and love,

I'm always told,
It's time to say goodbye. 


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Please Don't Go

Please don't go away alone,
I want to stay by your side in this earthly place,
Holding on tight to keep you here,

Wishing God would not take you home,
I love you.

Looking into your eyes,
Seeing a beautiful Soul,
Lying next to me,

I want to fly away with you,
Guided by the Angels,
To Heaven's paradise.

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Heaven Once Again

Thoughts flood my mind of love and white roses,
I see an Angel in white.
Floating towards me,

I'm waiting to embrace a beautiful miracle,
Our love story continues,
I am no longer lonely.

The day I will never forget,
The day I can finish, with happiness,
The day a dream has come true!

I won't need anyone else,
But you my eternal love.

I will love you,
Hold you,
Lift you up; on impossible days,

Even on that day,
When death separates me from you,
I will always love you,

For I know,
Our Souls will meet in Heaven once again,
God has said so!

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