People don't realize the damage they've caused until they open their eyes and see the ashes of what once was and the fires burning what will never be again

stiff from lack of sleep
i dream of monogamy
and all the pretty little things
i'm meant to dream of
(but never do)

massage my shoulder blades
and i'll take flight

I've got countless thoughts.
I want so badly to express them.
But I can't.
Because I don't know how.

When man,
enters woman,
like the surf biting the shore,
again and again,
and the woman opens her mouth with pleasure
and her teeth gleam
like the alphabet,
Logos appears milking a star,
and the man
inside of woman
ties a knot
so that they will
never again be separate
and the woman
climbs into a flower
and swallows its stem
and Logos appears
and unleashes their rivers.

This man,
this woman
with their double hunger,
have tried to reach through
the curtain of God
and briefly they have,
through God
in His perversity
unties the knot.

Snuggled inside a poem-
is where I love you most.

Poetess of words-
betwixt the lines of silence.