Forgive me
for never saying
what your heart as longed to hear
it's not that I cannot
but more
that I dare not

for what
words could I

a humble Poet speak...

to make
your heart mine own

as your heart

owns

mine.

I only wish you could see yourself in the mirror of my eyes
And hear my heart beats playing that charming lullaby !
Dearly beloved Ray ,it's the only way to let you see
How much I do appreciate you,how much you really mean to me ...

rip these skins  
  glued upon
    my pale,
paled  w r i s t s
    lined
    with trains of
    dried-up
    closed self-
inflicted  w o u n d s
    and smother
    me in air of
pretty  p h r a s e s
     that depict
     life and
t r a g e d y