my demons
go by the names
depression and anxiety,
and
for as long as I can remember,
I chose not to fight them
except today,
I discovered an angel
in my consciousness,
who goes by happy
and for the time being
my demons
do not
control me.
Hello!
In the past 2 hours, I’ve done more for myself than I have in the past year.
It was never as simple as waking up and deciding to be better than the girl who didn’t want to be. It was a lot of tears, and hurt, and a fire so deep inside I might have ignited the kindling of my own self desire to be happy for the first time in forever.