I'm ready to shoot, hand me the pistol *** I'm ****** all the time
These issues are deeper than an Adam's apple so take a bite of Adam's apple, that was the world's first crime
I hid myself so much my sanity was the only thing the seeker couldn't find
I made contract for my life but the liability waiver was never signed
I'm lost in these thoughts undoubtedly trapped in my own mind
Just waiting for the stars and planets to become aligned
Since things naturally don't go right although a stitch in time saves nine
But its all like Amanda on drugs, that life's the only thing she couldn't Byne
I'm brain dead to reality you could call that a cerebral ******
I'm trying to bend the facts but I just keep saying "insert girder"
I tried to dance life away so I took lessons from Tina at Bob's Burger
But I still seem to be invisible in plain sight like telling you what the hell is a Berber
I'm just rambling out words to hide the old love in my eyes
Since I was stuck in the past searching for an ex-her-size
And if you looked into my eyes two months ago I could tell you I loved to despise
A relationship til I caught an angel with no lies or disguise
I always wondered what life would be like if both my grandfathers never died
I met one at his funeral and the other had a demolition dirby crash because the other guy didn't read the driver's hand guide
I'd give a lot to see them and what they were like they'd be the ones I confide
The feelings of my past pain and agony, let then know how I was trapped in the rough seas with high tide
I often believed my eyes drip dropped because every drop eye dripped was a waterfall of mental issues
If you thought Squidward was bad when he sang boys who cry then I'm gonna four ply for these eyes no other tissues
I used to take happiness for granted well at least that was my excuse
To stay in the darkness of my shadows because I couldn't even reach silver with my super sonic level of abuse
Corruption is nothing but a stain on my shirt and memory lane is just about an aisle down from my rebirth
I didn't think I could make it this far after being imprisoned behind the suicidal bars and my lack of self worth
I wasn't too fond of my father so I adopted father time and it was mother's nature to act like my mother earth
But sometimes I think this life being born was but a broken condomn that couldn't break the return the slab curse
Its been a while since I've had a depressing memory but thank GOD its still that way
I'm still trying to walk on my ten toes so I could tip toe through the Garden of Eden when its my time and day
But sin weighs me down and I live off of these unhealthy murderous thoughts and sometimes forget to pray
Good thing I'm still in my youth pushing it to the limit like Corbin Bleu would say
I have at least eight more lines left so let's keep the heat running at a ten
Watch what light enters your eyes because my fire could damage your retina and shatter your lens
Leaving you with distorted images like capturing Kodak, black and white pictures will be the new trend
If your not laughing yet take a sip of this aqueous humor, my boujee friend Mercedes thought her last name was Benz
There's little to go so try to read in between the lines of this mental battle
You're stuck playing with babies but I'm trying to hang with the snakes that rattle
This conversation is from me to you never look for a farmer who'll treat you like cattle
And if didn't you know I was the narrator, main character and second person so has your mind been dismantled?

I was that kid that could die in an instant
Before I wore the life vest and my heart was no longer love resistant
I was slowly drifting away while the clock was ticking
I was just lost in the time in a rolex dream because my mind was sickened
I was the kid that should've died rather than stay alive
After all my hopes and dreams were erased like a hard drive
I was the kid sitting hopeless in a black and white world
They told me "It was you" "You're my friend" lies I've heard from 2 girls
But today I am a confident young Bahamian man
I let my will burn and my desire grow as much as I can
I am the one who will help to change the world for the better
I don't follow know one but God *** i'm gonna be a trendsetter
I used to do nothing like Fetty Wap's left eye
But that was when I thought it was time to say goodbye
I am that strong individual working through God like Peter
I am the one who would do anything for those I love I would run my tank over the meter
My life was the epitome of depression and disappointment and I didn't know why
But when the times get tough you just have to ask God Who Am I?

Some say life is a mystery waiting to be solved
But why search for answers when the human race won't evolve
We walk the streets hearing gun shots day by day
And now the park is no place for a child to play
We can't resolve our issues like civilized beings
And no matter how high the problem gets it just seems like we're stuck on endless mountains skiing
There are too many people shooting stars without any care
Leaving a sea of lifeless rose petals here and there
How can this world move on when everyone else dies out
It's like we're all itsy bitsy spiders that can't make it up the spout
We live in a world filled with despair, hope and violence
And there are too many people sitting quiet with their voices being silenced
We all need to stop and come together as one nation
Move on higher to new places and make heaven our new destination
The time is just elapsing before we see the revelation
You better choose your path Heaven or Hell, which path will you be on after the segregation?

She is my strength, my happiness, my joy
She's the only one I'll ever love she's real not fake not a decoy
I can't imagine what the future would be like if she left so soon
My heart would be dried up like a desert and lost in a dune
Everytime I'm near her my heart starts pounding and I can feel the warmth her smile projects around the room
She's the only one I'll ever care for and I'll never let go of the scent of her sweet perfume
She's the light that defeats my darkness and the empress that sits on my throne
She's my cinderella, the one whom I can call my own
It doesn't matter what ups and downs there are I can endure every mood swing
I'm just waiting for the next few years when I can pop out the question and pull out the ring
I'm looking forward to the years ahead of us as we make new memories
Our love is like a chemical change unbreakable no one can reverse our chemistry
She's the book that keeps me wrapped up always wanting more
She is the one and only Passion I Live For

You've been the realest since we spoke
And all these emotions that awoke
Kept on pounding in my heart
*** cupid hit me with his dart
You helped me soar high like a sparrow
You lit my days like the green arrow
I just appreciate your presence
*** u don't treat me like a peasant
I wouldn't trade you for gold
I wanna live together and grow old
*** we could sing and make an album
*** I know that we could go platinum
You make my heart pound so fast
And I just want this moment to last
I really hope you feel the same
*** I wanna see your true glory and fame
*** your beauty is so divine
I just wanna know if you will be mine
You dont have to cut this line
So please just take your time

I hear the melody though it skips a beat each time an arrow strikes
A sweet tune your personality plays leaving me to feel so enticed
Sometimes you drain me but it's like my glass never runs out because you know how to refill
It's delicate tank that on average was a desolate wasteland with no will
Think of it as a car with a messed up engine that needs a push to start
Or one of those moments you're losing the race but you receive a golden mushroom in Mario Kart
The feeling you bring chips away at my icebox and melts its inner shell til you can see what it was protecting
The barren but hopeful ***** that destiny and love were always neglecting
I can't picture many days where my face didn't light up just because I got to be with you
I know I see you almost everyday but you're like my Pokémon, I always want to Pik-a-chu
To be honest you remind me of a nice adorable little poodle and I just want to take you home
But since you're a poodle and all dogs go to heaven it means I have an angel in my midst to change my tone
I get all bubbly inside and carefree just being around you on a daily
It's like a sigh of relief, an Hakuna Matata, the only thing that keeps me from going crazy
You're the spice that seasons my character the taste of life I've longed for
The only reason I keep this electricity flowing is because you showed up with an extension cord
Even if I wanted to I couldn't deny the emotions I've been picking up lately
I just hope I'm not the only one that feels this way because you're the most incredible young lady
That I've ever met and honestly if I had to man up and tell you the truth about what I say in my mind
Then I'd tell you I could care less whether I'm called a friend because I always think of you as my future wife in due time
The bond I feel goes deeper than any mere infatuation
It passes a barrier that leads to a deep heart palpitation
There's not a chance that I'd miss if it meant I could capture your essence but from a closer distance
In a heartbeat I'd give up a fortune if it meant I could join your resistance
Because I can't resist you it's like trying to separate Martin Luther King from his dream
Or like trying to rip apart your favorite shirt seem by seem
I know that I can't explain deeply how I truly feel
Simples words can't explain what actions can though I have a hard time trying to reveal
My emotions through my actions because my body can get a bit stiff at times
And once I'm able to each action will amount to more than just some cheap rhymes
You are a beautiful flower, a caring spirit with a delightful attitude
An intelligent individual, a dainty little ole lady who can never be devalued
I can care less what anyone has to say because beauty is in the eye of the beholder and I definitely see more than beauty both inside and out
I see things I can't explain though they drive me toward you, reel me in, have me toss and turning in excitement and salivating from my mouth
And don't worry about the pain you once felt that's a past I will never let you look back on as each day passes
It doesn't matter how you look or who you turn out to be, I love you with both your braces and your glasses ☺️
We can both get cozy, live lavishly and live with this neverending luxuriance
Me and you together, we can explore with each other and make this A Wondrous Experience

Ah, everything felt so magical and it was a night to remember
I carried the one I love and we saw fireworks happen between us both
Hold on let me get out of the fantasy I wish I experienced
I was unloved and too shy to ask anyone out so I went by myself
I couldn't feel an ounce of happiness while tears fell on the inside landing on the cracks tearing my heart apart
I thought it was suppose to be a magestic night but instead I was depressed
Everywhere I looked I could see people having blast
But I was lonely and somehow sat with people who had their beautiful dates next to them
No I didn't mind going by myself I just felt so lonely seeing see everyone partnered up
I faked a lot of smiles to cover up the undying sadness crawling through my heart
I pretended to enjoy the night while all I could do was cry on the inside
The only thing I realized was I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life
I used to be so excited but for what, a sad and lonely future
Why must I live a curse that can never be broken
I feel like the male version of sleeping beauty but only I'm awake and living the nightmare
I had to watch everyone make the most out of the moment while I quickly whiped the fluids draining from eyes
Yes I was alone but I had no one to cheer me up
What good was I even being there surrounded by joyful people
Why should someone have to worry about my depression on their special night
I couldn't help but fight back the tears and lie about how I felt
It just seemed like the only way to hide it all
What good did I do feeling lonely and hopeless
I just waited for the night to finally be over so I could quietly sob to myself at home
I've always wished for the void to be filled but I could never imagine it
That night made me realize that I was alone and will always be

She's the person I want to spend my life with
Its not gonna be like a fairy tale, legend or myth
She's someone I know I can trust
I know she won't blow away like dust
It was destiny when our lives crossed paths
She's my 1 and I want to be her +1 in math
All the moments we spent all the times we laughed
She's the girl of my dreams she's my other half
Without her my life feels so incomplete
She's the only reason that my heart still beats
I'll do anything for her i'll be her seat
*** I know its not another heartbreak not another repeat
I know she's going to stay I know she won't wither
I'll do anything to keep her happy because I love her

You shake up my insides
You fill my stomach with butterflies
You hurt my thoughts and brain
You give me so much pain
You make my heart beat faster
You create a horrible disaster
You make my legs feel like noodles
You make my mind seem very feudal
You shoot me with arrows like cupid
You make my actions look stupid
You cause a lot of drama and commotion
Because of all of these emotions

Giving back to those lest fortunate
Openly recruiting more of his subordinates
Distributing prayers to those in need
Living a lifestyle that makes him pleased
Yearning for the Lord's teachings to help others exceed

My heart is in confusion and as torn up as it is its feeling love
The only thing I can see is the rose petals dropping and a sky full of doves
I really want to get back in the game but I'm afraid I'll drop out again
I'd rather love and be in the skies than touch the ground and let my feet descend
My heart is nothing more than broken glass waiting to be restored
But now I see it, someone who's worth drawing my sword
I want to her to plug into my lifeless outlet to bring back the electricity
Because then I'll know the depths of her authenticity
There was a mistake in the past but there's still hope for a new beginning
If it were a baseball match I'd want this homerun to last more than nine innings
I don't think I can express my words until I tell her who's inside
But now that their here these are the feelings I just can't hide
I'll just have to tell her up front and hope she feels the same too
Because I need to take action and stop asking myself What Do I Do

Drip drop drip drop drip
The rain collides with the ground
A flood has started

The grass is drowning
No one to answer its call
Left for suffering

Hurdling the ground
There is no other option
No hope for the grass

The war is over
Now the rain is triumphant
The grass has withered

The ground left with dirt
Unable to recover
All dreams are shattered

She was a killer, with one look you would break like glass in an instant
But who knew looks could **** a heart that seems so distant
I never realized how her radiant smile could keep my blood pumping
But I doubt she wants someone who finds it hard to keep their heart jumping
If I could get the chance I would let it out with one burst
But sadly my hearts been given a life sentence a horrid curse
Why can't things go the way I want want them all I want is butterflies
She makes my knees wobble and she gives me love struck eyes
I want to be free and run out into the open
But its hard to give her the key to a heart that's been broken
She sets my heart ablaze but I am nothing more than a peasant
She's the greatest gift to my world but I want to be her christmas present
I have a heart in need of love the one thing I've experience the least
If we were together we would be known as Beauty and The Deceased

The pain I've seen you suffer
The moments I protected you like a cover
All the things I've done for you
All the pain you've put me through
Was everything I did a joke
You're the reason my heart's felt so broke
Now that I realized it, it was time for me to face it
You're below every ***** that's basic
The memories we had turn to washed up art
And to think you've been faking it all from the start
If I had known that you were only bluffing
I would've known that it was all for nothing

You would've been able to call me a waste a space
I was just someone who was waiting for a taste
Nothing more than a little piece of a creation but more than a disgrace
But how could I hide all the pain away with a smile on my face
Used to run free out in the open
Until one day it felt like I was at an arcade and everyone took away my tokens
But if I had realized there were words I shouldn't have spoken
I never would've fell in a trap for my heart to be broken
It was all in the past so i'll leave that as history
I was lost and confused like a ****** doo mystery
I always dreamed about living my life like everyone else so blissfully
But to everyone else I was unknown because my voice was so whispery
I was stuck in a dream where I couldn't reach any pearls
It was too late to revive my soul its horrid dreamworld
I was lost going in and endless cycle like tornado swirls
But what I went through was rough nothing more than My 2D World

The words I speak aren't the words I mean
Only making whats on the inside sound like a dream
The actions I pursue are nothing else but a blessing and a curse
I make it seem like its all fun and games until it ends up getting worse
I struggle to show people the real me
So I separate myself and I like an apostrophe
I take leaps without the cord attached but I plunge futher and further to my death
With the way I act and the life I lead I feel like I might breathe my last breath
Don't mind the ******* you see on a day to day basis who keeps who he is lurking in the shadows
But try to look beyond that wall to see the determined young man who wants nothing more but to help those who continue to suffer and carry all those logos
Why is it that no one can look past the act and for once take me seriously when I ask for the chance
Because some day I'll just wanna sing like David sang and dance like David danced
I hide who I am because no one can comprehend whether I'm being delusional or the person they see in the end
I act stupid, but only to see a smile on the face of someone who couldn't take it anymore, for someone who couldn't turn to any other friend
I don't regret my actions but I either pity and own them or believe that this is something I want to continue
But now I realize I must make some changes to my schedule and create a new agenda so I can leave my venue
Don't get me wrong I still wanna have fun with all the fun and games but right now I'm just tired of feeling ashamed
Because each time it drives me further and further to becoming a young man who's lost the meaning of his name
If it were so easy I would show the person living on the inside and the person I aspire to be
I pray to God that I don't lose who I am because that's the one thing I hold dear and closest to me
I'd rather let out the person hiding on the inside trying to make who he really is known, but thats only if I could
Because I can't stay quiet, I want people to know that I'm tired of being Misunderstood

Look up
to the big blue sky
He's the reason
we're able to fly
He takes the people
that we love
And sends em all
up above
He created
an entire human rife
He is the reason
we all have life
He is the reason
we have comfortable rooms
He helped us to get out
of our mother's wombs
He is the reason
that we carry on strong
He is the reason
we sing our songs
He is the reason
we can see tomorrow
He makes our understanding
very thorough
He is the reason
we say thank you and not why
That is the reason
we can rely on The Big Guy

I love the life nobody can change
And some people might say this sounds strange
Since there were times when it got a bit out of range
But there's nothing in the world that I would trade it for in exchange
Life's been a gift that I value the most
It's been the greatest though I don't mean to brag and boast
Cheers for my life the one I give this toast
*** it never faded away into the darkness like a ghost
If you think life is just a meaningless void then fill it up
*** when you die i'm sure you want something left in your cup
Even if they lock you away like a pound pup
Your life should be meaningful *** one day your gonna blowup
Don't let those past events come back and start to rife
You want voice to be heard so get louder like a fife
So it doesn't matter the amount of pain or strife
Sometimes you should just be thankful for your Precious Life

Clueless walking through the streets
Optimism keeps me on my feet
Nuisance to those I meet

Tagging along with the crowd
And do I feel proud
Gazing at my future in a shroud

It's about time I changed my methods
Obloquy makes me intrepid
Uncontainable as expected
Strong, encouraged and always tepid

One's heart can only take so much damage, but somehow endures a catastrophe
Everyone's like the letters in contractions so close together but I'm always that last letter spaced out and set apart by an apostrophe
I have so many frames with canvases turning black and blue while the red seeps threw my veins and out my body
And each frame has several cracks waiting to create a big trench that either makes me seem depressed or shoddy
But it all could've been avoided if I had stopped trying to fill the void with a another human being that seemed to understand
The way I felt and who I was but in the end that relationship just seems to be nothing more than contraband
As I eagerly await a future of hope rather than despair
The cracks continue to deepen themselves because I know nobody's there
And it pains me the most because I now realize I was destined to be alone
Since there really is no hope of finding my true home
I just sit back allowing that fragile glass to break
As depression drives me away from love turning my eyes opaque
And the thought hits me that I every time I said "These emotions that awake"
It turned out to be these emotions that were fake
I hold nothing but a vacuum-like glass vase in between my rib cage with a giant whole sitting on top
And its just moments away from losing its handles and ending up like humpty dumpty after his drop
The smile that brightens my face only darkens my blood
Holding in these insidious emotions, forming a tsunami, ready to flood
I just feel as if I should ease the pain away but there's nothing sharp enough in the drawer
Because there's nothing but darkness settling in my core
I've made one bad decision which lead to a whole life of painful judgement
Now my life needs to be fixed but there's no way to make any adjustments
I've never had a drink but I might ease the pain away with a sip of Henny
Because my heart is about to shatter into One Piece Too Many

You are Lord, you are the Spirit
When you speak, I make sure to hear it
Your divine hand guides my path
Your word protects me from the enemy's wrath
You are the father I lift up in heaven
And when you command I try not to question
So why is it we have so many misconceptions
About you
He who created from dust man and woman alone
He who breathed the breath of life into our bodies because seeds needed to be sown
Is anyone feeling where I'm coming from?
So many people think God works a 9-5 for their own personal company
And forget we're called to do his work in this Christian industry
He isn't a God that just grants our wishes like a genie confined to a lamp
He's a God that tells us faith without works is dead and lifts us high up like champs
That's why we're branded and marked with a seal the promised Holy Spirit
Fighting with our sword and our godly armour, standing tall and proud to wear it
God loves us all regardless of every mistake we make
He doesn't shun us because we've sinned, but calls on us to repent for our own sake
Do you have any misconceptions of God, the God that brings us out the dark and into the light?
Or do you choose, in this life to Walk By Faith And Not By Sight

I didn't think that it was a possible but angel flew my way
She finally entered my life and I'm gonna make sure she's here to stay
I've never been this happy or had my heart beat so fast
Now all I have is sunshine and my skies won't have overcast
She's the beauty in my life that I love and nothing can change how i feel
She's patching up my cracks and now she's driving behind my wheel
I can truly imagine what the next few
years will be like with her by my side
A strong courageous beautiful female with an undescribable smile who'll make one heck of a ride
She's the beauty I've dreamt about with a heart as gentle as a feather
She's the one reason that I'll never be down in the weather
I don't think its possible that my mood can ever worsen
Now that I've finally found My Special Person

Someone, oh how I wish I had someone to take
But I'm too shy and fragile, too easy to break
If only there was a beauty I could ask
But every time I try my shyness gets in the way of the task
All the bad guys get dates easily but what am I left to do
Well I guess I should be used to this, really it isn't something new
I've tried already and the answer was a "sorry"
It seems impossible to ask a girl without hearing some story
All I want is for my wish to be granted
I only want to make her feel like Cinderella, enchanted
I'm not looking for a girlfriend and its not going to be about me
I just want someone to feel special like a delivery
I know my chances are low but its worth taking the shot
Even if its a no I still wanna make you the center of attention and put you on the spot
What's the harm, no damage can be done, no one's thrown a bomb
But what I'm really trying to say is will you go with me to Prom?

You've taken away my spirit and crushed my soul
Now my body's turning back to dust while all the lies start to unfold
You've taken away my sanity and turned me to the dark
What was the point in making an effort if there was never any spark
You've taken away my happiness leaving grey clouds above my head
There's no love inside me just a lost person waiting to be dead
You've taken away my joy and burned a hole through my faith
No wonder why there's no key and an empty broken safe
You've taken away my heart and without it I feel bereft
With everything gone I only ask What Is Left

Its been a while, I've been through dark times but I've found the light
The haters wanna knock me down but I rise and reach new heights
And now I've gotten closer to those I've never spoken to
This time they won't be fake but only true
My life has been so hectic I've been through it all
I've bounced everywhere I've been kicked around like a ball
I'm thankful for meeting her, the girl I didn't think
I would ever talk to, the girl who doesn't need a drink
I'm happy I never killed myself I'm happy I lived this life
And it still doesn't matter how much pain or strife
That I've been put through, it was just a trial for me to overcome
My battle's still going on but I'm at the top I've already won
I realized life was just to good to leave it behind so soon
Ever since I came out the darkness my problems flew away on a hot air balloon
Today I live in happiness, said bye to anger and depression
This is the life that I live and I'm gonna continue this session
I took a dive took a few hits and thought suicide was my only ticket
But I'm thankful for who I am just to be alive because this is Life Today As I Know It

You've been around me for quite some time and life's too short to wait
You could let me in or lock me out but in the end I still want the key to your gate
I want it to last long to be something I could cherish til my death
I just have to tell you this even if these words are my last breath
The light you bring into my life brightens up my day and casts away the dark
You're my angel so be by my side *** I wanna hear this angel hark
You entered my life like a stow away on a ship
And I'd revisit the place I stowed you away in my heart *** that would be my greatest trip
Why don't you venture with me *** we could go beyond the great blue
Why don't you be mine, why don't you Make It A Dream Come True

Riches turn to dust when their over done
But this is the year that we leave behind another one
We've been trying to endure the pressures while living in harmony
But yet we got through em all living as one family
If I could remake my decision I would stay where I am
Some of em put me through hell but in the end there my fam
Some of us may fight but we still fight for one another
I'm glad I could call so many of you my sisters and brothers
Its the memories we all had that make you all feel like the realest
It feels like some of us knew each other since each of us was just a fetus
If I had a coupon I would make sure our time could be redeemed
*** there's nothing I would be able to do without our Class of 2016

My body's slipping off the deep end while my mind is trying to climb a ladder that's been sabotaged
All because I slipped up from the right path and now the devil's trying to attack me along with his entourage
My lens used to be crystal but now light reaches nowhere near my retina leaving my eyes opaque
And every word I utter I begin to regret because its only giving me a toothache
I look back along the lines trying to retrace my steps only to see all these mistakes
Noticing that there is so much sin stacked up that I'm running out of clean plates
But now that I know where I went wrong must back to a go perilous journey that only seems like a loop hole
Because I start to fix myself back to normal but only to realize I'm only moving further away from my goal
Its pointless trying to fix a record that's been scratched and can only keep replaying back
The same old lines that stop me from reaching the end of the track
And now I'm just trying to find the perfect mixture to cancel out the darkness lying within my mind
Because no matter how much warnings I get I always try to dodge the signs
And fall into the enemy's trap straying me away from the sacred message that I held dear
Leaving to live me with one terrifying fear
Which is the fear that I can never return to the right path and that I'll always live alone
Now I must wait and all my joy must be postponed
Because the undying sadness lying within me never seems to leave
Which is the reason why I can never com-promise myself and the life I grieve
With all these problems making my eyes weep
I know I'm On The Edge Of A Promise I Can't Keep

You know what, my hope is gone because my heart is about to shatter
How could you lead someone on? Do their feelings even matter?
I'm just done, love wasn't in my programming only heartbreak
How do I get fooled its like my heart blindly follows while my eyes turn opaque
I don't understand I thought there was someone for everyone
So why do I get rejected and lied to while i search for someone who isn't there its just pain and no fun
I'm tired of meeting new cracks draining the life out of my heart
I'm just tired of it soon my whole body will be torn apart
Why do you make me think there was even a chance when you only see me as a lost cause
I'm just gonna give it up there's no point in just pressing pause
I've already been torn so why are you joining that track
What, is your record so scratched up that you keep replaying the same words that mean nothing back
I just can't take it my life is messed up and you were the only person I thought could bring about a change
But yet you drove me over the edge leaving me to be nothing but deranged
I should of known my chances with you was nothing more than a bluff
I just can't take it anymore Enough Is Enough

Once a lifeless soul thinking death was the only way out
Each problem hit me harder and harder like the rear end of a trout
A little boy searching for the sharp end to impale his torn up heart
Because his pain kept piling up like the items in a shopping cart
He was so feeble but yet he kept trying to search for that last bit of determination
As he went nights watching his mother suffering from the pain and agony of constipation
He had a father who's main goal seemed like making him feel aggravated
Always telling him he's stupid beating him up over grades and when he succeeded he still didn't make him feel motivated
He grew up with too much food to eat off his plate
Always wishing he could meet his grandfathers who could've impacted his life although he knew it was too late
He was slandered by the words they threw at him like the lunch in a cafeteria food fight
But through it all he knew that one day he'd be destined to open up his wings and take flight
He knew that he'd be destined for great things as he was told by the Lord
He knew one day that he could share his story and help everyone sing their songs in one accord
He kept on pushing and fighting with his shield from Christ
And he was willing to take the risk if it could benefit others no matter how big the price
He knew that he'd be drawing people out the darkness whenever their skies were overcast
Because he knew that one day he'd be telling this Story From The Past

They say home is where the heart is and my heart is always with you
And with my knees deep in flowers I skip on to the beat of your heart waiting for my cue
I'd go through the depths of the ocean through hell and back if it meant what has started will never finish
It doesn't matter if I die in the process just as long as our love will never diminish
Some people call me a faucet but there's no way you can drain out my heart
My love for you is never ending and its unique and beautiful like da Vinci's art
The book has already been opened and the first few pages were written
Now that we're together all I can do is nothing but express these emotions that were hidden
Untold secrets lie beyond the point of no return but for me returning is and never was one of my options
I've fallen so deeply in love with you after so many schemes and crazy love concoctions
Sometimes I ask myself why am I still here but then I always remember the answer
You're the only reason why I still have a physical form on this earth and I can't remove you from my mind like a brain cancer
Love is one of many words people learned how to utilize for their own selfish desires
But with every word I speak comes my deep and heavy emotions with no attached strings or wires
If I hadn't met you when I did I'd be lost wondering the earth like a slave
You were first my friend til I had awoken something more powerful and now my heart is where your name is engraved
Ever since I've realized the way I felt about you I couldn't stop my volcano from erupting
You're apart of my orchestra and you stand right beside me while I'm conducting
The sweet melodies of our love that never loses its strength but strengthens itself each day the sun rises
All I can tell you right now is that along the road expect a few things so don't be too shocked by all the surprises
On this blessed day I'm happy that I'm able to call such a beautiful, intelligent, courageous and strong  young lady mine
I would tell you the way I feel about you but I'd have to much to say but for now all I can say is I love you Happy Valentines!

Success is the gateway to new opportunities
But when they try to see your downfall remember God lives in your community
He's been here and there spreading His love for many years
He washes away your sins and dries up all your tears
He sent His son to die on the cross for our sins
So we know we our blessed *** our cups overflow with His love from within
He is our true God our Jehovah Jirah
And there's no other God who's love I would rather desire
He's the reason I'm still alive even though I could've died
He kept me up through all those trials all those time I've been tried
I live for the moment when I fly up to the great skies above
I'll always remember what he did for me how he gave me that Unconditional Love

Ha, I laugh because the person I loved seems like nothing more than a mere artifact
You claimed to love me but what was the point in saying words you knew you would take back
I can't believe I fell for it again fell for anther trick
But lemme ask you something was it worth ******* my former friend's ****
Seriously you kissed him but I got over that and tried to work things out
Until I found out he had his itsy bitsy spider climbing up your water spout
What I don't understand is you made me feel like **** when I was the victim being played
Now I realize the search for my soulmate is just like waiting in an airport when your flight gets delayed
What's so funny is you came to your senses apologized and asked to start over
But the closest you'll be is a friend because I'm not asking you to come over so don't think this is red rover
I mean how much damage do you think a human's heart can take
What, do you believe a simple sorry makes things better once you let it shatter and break
You know, I was willing to be with you for the rest of my life even though we broke up so you could deal with your issues
But you left me alone in the dark kleening up with my best friend who always gave me tissues
The fact that you were the first person I loved makes it even harder to get it out of my mind
Because you have my heart ripped up, torn apart, feeling like the aftermath of Columbine
I was willing to die for you and I was willing to give you all I had
But right now I'm sure as hell glad
That you showed yourself and took the mask off that you never revealed
Right now I'm feeling stupid for believing you because I know wasn't the only grain of grass in your field
The fact that you asked to start over is what got under my skin
Because you ****** my boy and now it's bringing the true anger from within
I always tried to help you and I gave you my all
You could go to China and realize the list of things I was willing to do for you was longer than the Great Wall
Every time I look back the memories of me and you are cremated, turned into ashes and dust
Now I look up to God and ask myself who can I really Trust?

I long for the day when I can meet my Cinderella
She'd be my gal and I'd be her fella
I can't wait to meet her and I hope she's everything I dreamed
I hope it isn't another fail, for I cannot play anymore tricks and games
The wait from now to then seems too frustrating
Its drowning my heart with anxiety and depression and its suffocating
Why haven't I seen her can I at least get a sign
For my heart can no longer play this love game, I'll send in my resume and resign
The beauty I dream of is the beauty I shall love
She won't escape me like a home run but she'll be the biggest catch in my glove
I wait for the day we meet although it pains my damaged heart
Once we meet I'll love you from start to finish til death do us part
But sadly she is nothing but a fuzzy picture that can't be seen without the black light
She'll be my morning sunshine and I'll be her moonlit night
Each time I think of you my head draws closer to the grey clouds above
And there's nothing that can stop me from thinking about Our Unseen Love