With mascara stained cheeks
and cracked dry lips
she sits in bed and stares at nothing
She dreams of a time when she was happy
and a tear slowly slides down her face
leaving a glistening trail on her pale skin
How did she end up like this so sad and numb to all feeling
Motionless as life passes by

He finally said what she already knew
He finally told her what she feared
The stabbing pain in her heart is to much to bear
So she drowns herself in tears

His texts used to make her smile and laugh
His voice used to heal her broken soul
His love was all she really needed

Now his texts just fill her with pain
His voice makes her heart shatter
And the absence of his love slowly kills her

I love the way he held my hand-
He didn't just hold it- he intertwined my fingers with his in a way that was almost intimate- I could feel he's need- his want for me.
I felt safe when I was around him- like nobody else in the world could even look at me- as long as he was by my side-
I loved that while driving- he always had a hand on me- holding mine or resting on my thigh-
I loved the way he kissed me- passionate and deep-
My lips and his connected with lust and wanting- excited to finally be together- to finally be able to touch and feel-
I loved how warm and inviting they felt-
{E.E}

I don't believe in
perfection
in anything but
you.

****
It's stuck again
This soul
This mind
One in the same
The ****** has come
To block my flow
**** you
For you've partially taken my soul
To not move on my own
To not think
She's stuck
Oh god please get out
For whatever reason it's a sad one
Inside I bleed while my outsides never make a peep
Closest to me no one will ever be
We are inside
You and I
Left behind to live on our owns
To not cause pain when the stones
Casted is our own
That pain I drive
A feeling I want to subside
But leaves me still alive
To press this face to the dirt
To breath it in till it hurts
What a wish
What a thought
You are boring
So am I
Unless we're high
Which I can no longer lie
Beside you

Under the touch of your delightful love
the world turned into a sunny flame all-embracing its warmth.
Under the touch of your burning love
I became the other half of the universe of fulfilled desires and feelings.
Under the touch of your infinite love
I see charming reflection of you in me everyday.
Under the touch of your omnipresent love
I went through the dark night of the soul
in the presence of the guardian of love and life.
Under the touch of your life-giving love
I became richer in higher feelings
which lead me on the maps of life
to you, my sweet  companion of amorous journey.
Moon envies us the glow of the full moon of our unity and love.