if love is what i feel for you
then i'd be scared
because the feelings within me
are a ticking bomb

one wrong cut of a wire
and i'd explode
leaving behind a mess
you don't want to see

My mind is a hurricane
Destroying my happiness
And wrecking the calm

My thoughts are the aftermath
Leaving me vulnerable
And lost in the mess

Your words are the relief
Bringing back hope
And restoring the calm.

Lights on the sea of hope
Boats with a fragile note

A pile of wishes sent
Fragments of broken men

Locked within is a heart
A dying and fading light

releasing every bit of hope
on a wave with colors shown

" write me a poem " he said to me
And lost myself with words for he
I write about the stars at night
And tell him he's a pretty sight

" write me a poem " he said to me
And listen to my heart beat
I write about the music i love
And tell him he's my favorite song

" write me a poem " he said to me
And rest my weary body free
I write about the comfort of home
And tell him he's my shelter from the storm

" write me a poem " he said to me
And laugh for my emotions towards he
I write about you and me
How we are never going to be.

All i know is
the feeling of drowning
in the sea of people

All i know is
knowing i'll be rejected
before they even say it

All i know are
the voices in my head
telling me i'm a failure

Now i know that
i can't be happy with myself
and no one else will be

because who would want
someone as broken
like me

He likes her
But is affectionate to me
And i want to ask
Why can't you leave me be?

He held my hand
And let my head rest on his shoulders

I thought for a moment it was real
And that he'll make my fears go away

We stared at the moon
And laughed under her light

Until that day
That i learned it meant nothing to him

And it meant everything to me

Because i thought i can be loved
Only to have my emotions played

'Til i was more broken
Than i was before.

I'm sorry. We were young and deeply in love, but our love was a secret i meant to keep. We were naive, and that's what tore us apart.

I'm sorry i left you alone without any explanation, but honey, you were my inspiration. Every time the sun broke out, your words were the one that left my mouth.

Our first kiss was also the last. It was a reminder on your cheek, and what i did made me go weak. It made my heart go warm, and i hoped i did my charm.

I don't know if you felt broken because of me, but baby, this is all that we could be. A painful reminder that we loved once, until the elders told me you're not the one.

I still remember your warm hugs, and the faint smell that your perfume hung. Your late night calls still make me smile, but you don't know how i would be sad after a while.

So my first love, i'm sorry for breaking your heart. But i want you to know that, with every ounce of my being, i loved you with all my heart.

Sincerely,
Me.

I
See
Beauty
In
Everyone
And in everything that they do

      And
      Flaws
      In the mirror
      And in everything that I do

It's sad how people think they're loved
Only to found out they're played

It's sad how they think they found happiness
Only to be hurt later on

It's sad how they think it'll be better
Only to hear worse

It's sad how they think hope is an angel bringing light in the dark

When hope is a demon stealing light to bring darkness

Oh, your beautiful glow shines
Upon us miserable men
On a journey where dreams are met

To my dismay, only few stop to admire your celestial light
And fewer tend to thank you for your bright eyes that serves as a beacon our hope with all their might

To them, you are the savior of the lost, an admiration to the poor, beautiful to many, and a ray of light to the broken and more

To me, you are the droplets of our tears that are shed for one or many in hopes of a better state.

To me, you are the pieces of our souls placed upon us to guide us in our tragic lives that we hate.

For the first time in months
I cried without a particular reason
The feeling of distraught just hit me
And left me a sobbing mess

The only comfort I had
Was the internet
And the people within
They told me it'll be alright

And as my tears reach my pillow
I told myself in a sure tone
" I won't be alright "
because I was already broken

With my other pieces
Voluntarily falling apart