I invite you in to try and re-establish a friendship we once had.
You come in only to re-establish a ****** relationship we once had.
When both intentions collide... We realize that the other had a different idea in mind.

Things just got weird.

She is beautiful.
Not because her hair is flawless or her skin is soft.
Not because she is tall nor because her smile reminds you of dandelions.
Not because her nails are painted and her clothes are all so clean.

She is beautiful because she understands you and loves your soul. She is beautiful because she truly loves you, and after all; what is more beautiful than that.

I** cried alone in my room every night. You weren't there.
I asked myself why I deserved so much suffering from you.
I spent years trying to understand why I loved you so much and only received heartache from you.
And after all this time, I finally realize that it's only me that really comprehends my own emotions and struggle.

So what do I need you for?

I don't need to look back.
I've already seen what's there.

I stand in front of the mirror
Only to see
A girl with no emotion
Staring back at me.

A girl with blonde hair
Who brushes paint on her cheeks
black paint on her lashes
and dove lotion on her feet..

Pink fingers and pink toes
She seems so in sync
Hazel eyes and light skin
A pretty smile with perfect white teeth..

So well put together
Her laugh is enchanting
Her touch is so smooth
Her grace is breath taking.

Her coffee before work
Her heals always so clean
Her dazzling watches and gems
Silver and gold necklaces and earrings..

Straight or curly hair, doesn't matter
Her best always seems so easy
even on her worst day
She still is so dreamy..

Perfectly imperfect
All of these ideals don't mean a thing
Because inside she is hollow
So empty all you hear is echoing..

*I stand in front of the mirror
Only to see
A girl with no emotion
Staring back at me.

Sometimes the deepest secrets are told when they think nobody is listening.

For someone who never wanted me
You sure don't seem to want to let me go.
Let me go.
I wanted you for so long and never could have you.
I had you only to wake up and realize I never really had you.
Let me go.
I'm not asking. I'm telling you. Whether you let me go or not, I'm gone.