Theres darkness coming,
It's fast and swallowing everything whole.
It surrounded me,
But I'm still here.
Why?

After continuous thinking,
I realized.
It's swallowing memories and emotions,
Not the people.

Her smile, her laugh, her beautiful blue eyes.
The way she pouts when she's annoyed;
All being erased from my memory.
The warm feeling that she left,
Being erased and replaced by
A cold and haunting force.

This enemy,
This fiend,
This killer,
This darkness -
Is depression.

Little inexperienced girl
Wanted to eat the world
But it swallowed her whole
It won't return her
Until she's nothing but bones

Away from you a year has passed,
They all tell me " happy new year!! "
The end of a year I survived with fear,
How much I tried to hide that tear,  

Away from you like desert and rain,
In the wish to see you I go through pain,
Not knowing it is in vain that I wait,  
As you are now an enemy to my state,  

The rain didn't come the desert turned dead,
I smiled before now I'm depressed instead,  
Gave you my heart not using my head,  
I love you I'll never regret what I said,

My love for you was extremely deep,
I was crazy in love but not  a creep,
Wishing to see you in every dream,
If I don't see you tonight  forever I'll sleep,


© AROODY2016

           For 28 March 2016

When did it change
When did we break
What made you leave
What made me stay
My heart is broken
And you're just fine
Im waiting on you
While you're moving on

I hope you fall into the ocean,

or fall to me instead.