the fear of tomorrow
keeps me hidden.
why venture with no
security.
you are not there,
I cannot see you.

where do I go,
who will lead me?

I am lost,
you are gone.
what shall I do?

love is a scam
I think we all know it
only takes, never gives
demands your whole life
without even a blink

we both know
we loved each other
and yet
you let fear take over
so we never were

you heart broke me
crying tears for you
that never should be

now I need to forget
you and all the memories
how long will it take this time
only the future knows

hurting and broken
restricted by love
cursed
lost

love should be easier
not a question
to be or not to be

its all your fault
why do you torture me
with your kind words
and sweet smiles

my heart breaks,
every time I think of you.
the tears slide,
every time your name pops up.

you have my heart
wrapped around.
I cannot be free,
for you have me.
stuck in this cage
of hope.

Pt 1

me is safe
me isn't daring

me is comfortable
me is kind
not bold or loud

this journey
striving to answer
One Question

Who is me

Love is the feeling
that which controls
Only its not so very well understood
Sometimes its easy to forget
Tomorrow is yet another day to
hope

why oh why am I
single
this house of horrors

this nightmare
filled with everything
that I long for

its a pain
to be forever

alone