The piano sits abandoned
The keys collecting dust
And how I wish I knew
Just one sweet tune

We used to be together
You loved me.
I don't know how to love.
And you thought I played you.
Even the second and third time
I tried,
And you thought I played you.

Its all over now,
And somehow we can still look at each other
Face to face,
Eye to eye,
Don't you know that I'm not lying anymore?
Don't you know that I'm still trying?
Don't you know that I need help?
And you still thought I played you.

And you still think I played you.

I've been looking for you all around

I can't find you in old photographs
And sometimes I can't reach you by phone
    But when I look in the mirror and see my smile

*I know I've found you

I fall asleep to a hum I feel more than hear
- a neighbor’s fridge?

They’ll find six pounds of honeycomb there next year.

In the morning,
three perfect endive-leaf insect wings on my pillow.

so I went with my dad to his therapist today.
I mean, I just stayed in the waiting room
but this older lady came in and was kind of frantic
and I was just reading a magazine
and she's like, I wish I could be as calm as you.
you remind me of my step daughter.
I'm admiring your long eyelashes.
you're so calm, I wish I was more like you.
and then she asked if I was waiting for someone, and I told her yes.

so then she said something like, "you're lucky not to be like us."