that moment when i laid my hands
on the thing that will either break or hold us
is the exact moment you share a glimpse
of a thing that eventually torn me into pieces
i was holding
but then i was falling
out of the feeling
out of the loving
what a being
go
stop
pause
all at once
my heart
just hurt

xo

consider everyone a sign
but don't call them mine
no one can ever lock you
no one can ever curse you
you are the key
you are lucky
on your own
so go on

xo

there are dozens of reasons
of staying in this season
for choosing this decision
for not breaking this tension
but when hurting hurts
but when loving stops
calm your heart
touch your palm
is it hot
is it not
what you wanted
what you painted
embrace the whys
don't just ever lie
you just loved someone
who you think is right
who you think will might
not sure yet
but that is how you felt
now you question every why
now you can't even say bye

xo

everyday is a new day
but today i miss you babe
it started with a hey
blooms in May
i don't wanna be just away
because i want you to stay
i continuously pray
if ever this play
to never breakaway
will never turn gray
but until you say
we will may
we will lay
and forever will be okay

thought you should know
i don't want to hear a no
spend time for me
i wanna see you bee
honeybee
sweet little pea
this cold embracing
i miss the feeling
of warm hugs
clingy hands
scooting alongside bed
we are gold
when we both are bold
let's fold
this blanket
let's hold
and share a jacket

xo

moving on
can i just turn it on
these wheel of faith
the massive pain
inside the hole of my heart
curling around in every part
will it fade
thus it made
of love
of hope
Coz i aint getting anymore heartbreak
I will not settle for anything fake
i am made for loving
made for liking
Getting by while smiling
i won’t keep running
I will leap
anytime of the year
just to feel your lip
and you beside me so near

Xo

you said hello
but a bit slow
not really into much talking
but you are more of walking
and running
not a fan of smiling
but i like you laughing
sometimes you are aware
most of the time i like what you wear
this is a new way
of trying to get away
i'll go all the way
as long as i may
hear whatever
speak whenever
feel whatsoever
forever and ever
no never
this ain't a fever
we just both believer

xoxo