going to go now, bow out of this town i need to go out of bounds i have been too tied down let my wings flap, my nails scratch keep my feet and hands busy i need to get out of this city i am going to go out past the river bend see if the world ever ends count the leaves, follow the ants distract a wonder lust man
sun coated my skin and hair until the dark clouds came rolling in steel coloured bullets raining down houses, trees, animals unbound once on the ground, now in the sky my upside down life is facing right side 11 minutes is all it took to completely rewire my life
this place is a pond destined to dry, destined to die i fashion some wings, white and long i left before i could see it was wrong spending my seconds before the sun before tumbling down into the blue ocean serpents and mermen sharks and eels my lungs fill like swimming pools my restlessness got me killed
the place i got my mirror you threw me through filled with machines, unearthing roots old old patterns rewritten old old narratives revisited is there room for forgive my face washed by shock never thought i could bare witness dissolve the dividing mirror seeing more than ourselves makes this easier makes it clearer
tumbling to the tide the screams inside won’t die plucked all the pretty petals now all i have is vines tie them tight around my windpipe tumble into the tide sink into my sadness, meet divine this was my destiny, my time kissing the only memories i have of you and i
twilight, dusk and dawn unfollow, report, and block my emotions inconsistent like waves my memories blackened of our dates riding around in your car, pounding heart driving out too far, lost our spark twilight, dusk and dawn our connection was not for long