You Isabella...
you are my disease, what festers deep inside my thoughts.
if I were to release you from your chains, my mind would run rampant.
you are mine for eternity, I can not allow you the pleasure of another soul.
you will continue to eat with the rats and dine on the cats...

Your torture is my haven, my ******* sickens you, your *** my elixir.
when I put the bar between your legs, and crank so slowly your wetness
my joy, your slice of life my pie...

Your ***** is my God...
To be worshiped by day and eaten at night, devoured like the scores before you.
there is no hell. hell is your common grave, you've yet to visit.
take my **** between your swollen pink lips, take it all leave not a trace.
I shall instill within you a Demon child with a nameless face,
and I will **** your mind, to another place...

Demon qualities live in us all, but only a few return Satan's call.
you're beautiful long brunette hair and gullible goodness is why you are here.
I'm sick, tormented. evil and twisted...a heartless monster.
I am the raw truth of your nightmares...

I will love you forever in my own way, you are not a prisoner but in your mind.
it is a ***** such as yourself that may someday free me of my Demonic being.
but in the mean time, I shall kiss you between your thighs making you ***
and drink from your hive...

You wicked *****, you stink of filth, your matted mane I can not bare
my love for you, you dare not share,
your dark brown eyes will be my demise, above your hatred you shall rise.
take me now deep inside, for my *** will turn the tide...

You are not a slave of love, but the guest of a mastermind shunned from above.
you are not my toy, but a precious womb, a cradle of sorts for my young.
you'll be the heroine that goes unsung...

the howl of voices have left  my head
they are now residing.......under my bed
in the deep of night...i hear them plan
my mind they keep
some how they can...
i fight these voices every night
my brain it swirls...with shock and fright
i know it when i lose the battle
my bed post starts....to shake and rattle
i hear them laugh and whisper stuff
i close my eyes...and sigh a huff
i drift to sleep...at least i think
the voices have given some relief
in sixteen hours it will happen again
the nightmares start...will they ever end
i heard em say...there here to stay
you are our host......come what may
when i finally wake to the sun of morn
my brow still wet..from the night before
i think out loud to much dismay
i lived to see
another day.......

I am the air you breath
out of your lungs
I am the warmth you feel
from the sun
I am all your emotions
wrapped in one
I tried to sooth
when you were young and crying
i am certainly there
when you feel like dying
I pick you up
when you fall down
I am always here
always around
I am here for you
when you are blue
always here
to comfort you
I am here for you
when your in trouble
without hesitation
on the double
I am the blood
within your veins
I pump your heart
and ease your pain
I help you along
when you are old
I warm you up
when you are cold
I make you strong
I make you bold
I try to do
what i am told
I hear you
when you speak my name
I always try to take your blame
I love your body
like my own
i like to call it
as my home
I work for god
and only you
i won't deny this fact is true
I am by your side
until you die
then it's time
to say good bye
I was your soul
but now i'm gone
you and i
we must move on

The rain fell hard, cold,
like pelting pebbles.
yet he was erotically aroused
by it's constant pounding,
knowing what awaits him at the end of the path
he increased his speed nearly falling over himself...

By the time he saw the glow of the most beautiful eyes he'd
ever seen, he was drenched to the bone.
now his excitement turned to uncontrollable trembling,
she was more stunningly beautiful than he had remembered.

A raven sat upon her shoulder, as to say "she's mine"
almost as though he was smiling at me.
the rain only enhanced her beauty, as to give her a
mystical aura about her...

With struggling steps, I inched ever closer to this Goddess,
I paused...she raised her hand and slowly called me to her with her finger.
when I was just in front of her, she smiled and said "I've been waiting for you"

Then he saw it, his jaw dropping open like a marionette
tangled in it's strings...
she was dry, pouring down rain like it never had before
she was as dry as warm summer day.

He stood in awe...her beautiful hair, perfect.
he stammered...How...How...she put her finger to his lips
as to hush him.
She placed her hand on his shoulder, working it up the back of his neck, stroking his hair.
she pulled him closer to her...closer, then nuzzling his neck
she nibbled at his ear, and whispered...you know you want me,

The heat of her breath alone sent him reeling, his mind going in ten different directions, all leading to the beauty before him..
she then pulled his head back with his hair and kissed his lips,
a teasing kiss.
tenderly she brought him back to her lips again,
from the corner of his eye he saw the Raven perched on a rock...watching intently...his eyes deliberate...

She nibbled on his lower lip...parting his lips with her tongue
she drove her tongue deep into his mouth, like her tongue was on a mission, had a life of it's own. he returned his tongue to her and the two stood in the pouring rain, like nothing else in the world mattered.

It was him, her...and that **** bird.

He put his hand to her cheek...and the realm of bliss ceased
as he opened his eyes ..he wondered why he was fondling his pillow...
No...
No...
come back
It couldn't of been...

That's why he remembered her on the path,
he had dreamed of her before...he remembered, last time they didn't kiss...
what shall happen the next time he sleeps....

it's five o clock...i gotta go
at this time
we hit the road

straddle the seat..and push the button
she comes to life....all of a sudden

squeeze the clutch
and roll the throttle
and look out...for that broken bottle

now your riding in the wind
there's no one better.....except for him
roll the throttle ...once again
and tighten the strap ..under your chin

always alert...and very careful
keep your eye on the road
and try to be lawful

twist it now
it come's alive
sounds like thunder....in the sky

watch the road....not the redhead
she's no good to you...if your dead

don't pass that car...on the right
that's called a cage accident
it's an ugly sight.......

stop at the light
stay off the phone
keep your eyes....glued
on the road

it's almost over ...your almost there
you feel like you lost....all your cares

wind burned face
bugs in your teeth
the rain drops feel...like they are sleet

twist that throttle one more time
time to down shift
and fix the shine....

made it home ...safe and sound
can't wait till tomorrow...comes around

i'm not married...but she's my wife
she looks after me...if i treat her right.....

It's not me you see

when you look into my eyes,

but a master of rhyme,

In a horrid disguise...

A killer of killers

a darkened soul,

a thoughtless mind,

a man on a roll...

You think you know me,

but think again.

I wear two faces,

while playing pretend...

Next time you see me,

step to the side,

let yourself think,

Is he in disguise...

~Just for a Moment~

There she stands in the doorway again,
her beautiful silhouette highlighted against dim moonbeams.
like I've seen her look so many times before.
her ******* as hard as stone visible through the sheer magnificently beautiful
Victoria's secret silk teddy...

"Come to me my love It's Valentines day"
she came to me, slowly, methodically, gliding across the floor like the Greek Goddess
of love, even Aphrodite herself should be so beautiful...

"Sit besides me on the bed"
she took my hand, and I pulled her lovingly on the bed, "you've been a bad girl my queen, looking all **** for me" I kissed the corner of her pretty mouth and stood her besides me.

I bent her over my knee and watched the teddy raise up hey back, I massaged her
lower back and slid my fingers underneath the lace of her pretty *******.
I proceeded to grab a handful of heaven and tenderly squeezed...

And then to my excitement they appeared again...those beautiful white wings,
the same softness I lose myself in after our love making.
I slapped her *** and slapped it again, she began to whimper and I slapped it again, her whimpering making me stir in all the right places...my heart falling into the abyssal pit of my stomach.

I reached between her thighs and under her *******, and lost a finger deep inside her beauty. she moaned and pushed against my hand.
I reluctantly removed my finger and tasted her essence.
why do I do this to myself I thought.

I stood her before me and rose off the bed...our lips meeting and our tongues dancing a deep, slow dance into lost oblivion. our eyes met and as always
her beautiful green eyes with tangents of gold melted me where I stood...
I felt my legs tremble...

I stood her at the side of her bed and gently bent her over pushing her head into the quilt,
she gasped...knowing what was to come.
I dropped to my knees and spread her *** cheeks to delve into her beautiful warmth
kissing her outer lips and driving my tongue deep inside her.
I grabbed her hips and spun her around, ******* slowly and then feverishly on her swollen ****...I could no longer hear her whimpering over the throbbing heart beat in my ears...

I spun her around again, and returned my tongue home, a home I adored.
then it came, she pushed back into my mouth hard, and came in my mouth,
Oh my...I love when she does that...

With her head back into the quilt I stood behind her, my **** in hand and rubbed it up and down the most beautiful ***** I have ever seen..
I teased her entrance with the head of my **** just a bit...and eased into her feeling her stretch and accommodate my thickness.
I was ******* her slow and deep, just as she likes, feeling her meeting my thrusts was so hot I thought for sure I was on fire..
Our rhythm increased as well as my pulse...I wanted this feeling to last forever...and I unleashed storm of *** inside my beautiful girl...so deep, it will still be leaking into her pretty ******* tomorrow.

her gorgeous wings, swept back against my skin,
and then...just for a moment....I thought I saw God....

(c) Michael Gagain/Black Reign

Slithering along the basement wall,

slipping in blood, down darkened hall,

candle lit way, sweat rolls down

breathing rapid, I'm at a crawl...

Reaching the end of outstretched chain,

writhing in blackness and undeniable pain,

flickering flame, barely a light,

trapped in a prison, not knowing my name...

Somebody hear me, help set me free,

this basement dungeon isn't for me,

If you're done with malice and torment,

blow out the candle, quickly **** thee...

The two hidden cameras caught it all.

it was midnight, time to close the store.

he slipped two twenty dollar bills in his hip pocket

as he counted out the register...

As he dropped the days receipts into the floor safe,

he was thinking...

he wished he'd never borrowed that forty dollars from mom.

As he stepped out into the cold night he felt the pelting rain hit his

face... he turned to lock the door and felt something cold

and very hard press into his head...

"gimmie your money....now"

I have no money...

"Im not playing...now"

here...it's all I have forty dollars.

"broke *** *****"

He never heard the gunshot, as the bullet deposited the front of his face

onto the store front...

Karma's a *****...I should of paid mom next week...

As the perpetrator turned and stuck the gun back in his pocket,

he thought to himself...finally...I can give dad back that forty dollars I owe him...

Society dictates who we are
barbies fake and leaves a scar
we allow this everyday
little girls lost in hips that sway...

Models, runways and magazines
throwing up lunch in porcelain dreams
we allow this everyday
bullying, cutting crimson grey...

36-24-36  for who?
leave it be, doesn't have to be you
we allow this everyday
girls are depressed, that's not okay...

The day will come to realize
it's not their fault they wear disguise
we allow this everyday
it's a shame is what I say...

we live a life ...so short and sweet
to meet the god ...who made us meek
we live to die
this much i know
our time is short
so is the show
we live to die...i say again
prove me wrong ...if you can
enjoy your blessings ...while you can
there is no time to understand
we live to die.....it's just a fact......
you eat and sleep...and break your back.....
you here me now...believe me later
all this time ...we **** ..like slayers
we live to die...we can't change that ....
its newtons law
its just a fact......

I miss you so much
my heart still in touch
can't wait to see you
and continue our lust

You have my heart
you have my soul
you are so wonderful
this much I know

To meet will be bliss
our time to kiss
to seal our fate
and become loving mates

share our two hearts
never too part
giving our life
a brand new start

I love you so
see you soon
your're sweet loving ways
to make me move

Good bye my love
only for now
we will love each other forever
and take our vows

May the day be as pretty as your smile...
May the sunset be as beautiful as your soul...
And may the night be as dark as your every desire...

~Michael~

I sit on the porch in the noonday sun,
hot as the devil. All the humidity in the world leaving my pores
in a race to see who can leave the biggest puddle.
I feel like I'm a fire, blazing, smoldering...

The only breeze is the one blowing through my mind,
of a girl, thousands of miles away, but I see her standing in front of me.
As beautiful as always, hair to her waist, the prettiest lips I've ever seen.
**** she's gorgeous...

Then the deafening sound of thunder breaks my thoughts, startles me
back to reality. rattling my bones to the core, lightning strikes blinding my vision.
the sky turns grey, darker, darker almost black...

The rain has yet to come,but man is it going to come.
the crack of thunder sends me into a dream, a daydream of sorts
of something I can never have, a heart that belongs to another...

When I open my eyes again I'm wet, not from the rain,
not from the humidity, but from the tears coming down my face in streams.
the sun was shining and It's was hot as hell but... the only storm...

                  Was the one in my mind,

The one we have no control over, the battle deep within our soul
the fight we always lose. the torment and pain we all feel,
when we can't get what we want...

But I see her always, the beautiful smile and inviting translucent eyes.
I need you
      I want you
             I love you...
I can never have you, until I sleep and we live, laugh and love

                   See you in my dreams sweetheart...

money it seems......has little value
men will die...i'm tryin to tell you
its true what they say.....money is evil
grown men will cry
and jump from the steeple

rich get richer...and the poor they are dyin
there tryin to work....and just keep on buyin
we over spend it's our nature within
some of try to pretend we don't sin

we gamble it ...burn it and throw it away
this little green paper...with presidents say
you don't have enough..and you never will
it's the nature of the beast....this funny paper bill

how can you make...both ends meet
when you have no money..or nothing to eat
i lived in a shelter...and saw men shot.....for a simple thing..called a ten spot

money is known..to ruin a nation...it's done it before..
without hesitation..

it will never end...its bussiness at hand
the dollar bill will always stand....
you work your week...and cash your check
just to sigh and hand it back

we invented an item...that criminals want
they will take it at gun point
and you will be shot....

money oh money...what is your plan
will you ever stop shrinking....or killing the man...
cash is not king....because kings are great
money carries with it...so much hate..

i ******* and moanin as you can see
but if i win the lottery....
you'll never see me.........

~My Angel~

Once again I write through the tears,
you're five years gone and it seems like
yesterday we kissed...
I step into our room every night,
our haven, lit only by the soft glow of candlelight.
your perfume lingers from the mist I leave in the
air every morning...
Every three days I replace the red roses and baby's
breath on your nightstand.
We would make love here for hours, laugh and live.
now I sit alone, the tears never end, the thoughts are
vivid and enjoyable followed by a smile....
and more tears. I contemplate joining you, the pain
unbearable unlike any other pain imaginable.
I can't work I cant eat I can't sleep until the
physical exhaustion overpowers me into shutting down.

I miss you so much...
I don't know what to do, it was always just you and me.
I miss the way you smiled at me, the way you kissed me,
I miss your soft voice that always soothed me no matter
what the day had brought...
We confided in each other, we knew each other, we
loved each other without condition without bells and
whistles...

I wake in the night feeling the softness of your wings
brush my skin... grasping your side of the bed,
only to realize yet another wishful dream of what was
has taunted me....the tears come again.
What I would give to hold you again, feel your
love and warmth against me.
to kiss you one last time...

Dirt of the Devil stains my soul,
monsters invade my blackened mind,
horrible hallucinations heighten...

Reality vacated, vulnerable, vanquished,
overpowering lapse of intellect, Imagination, ingenuity,
persistent, pungent.  pain...

You've invaded my being,
you long escape, enshrined, escalating,
I feed your beast, their is no release...

One for eternity,
the darkness is you, the darkness is me
trapped forever,
to never be free...

Darkened soul

amongst  shadows

fire dancers

apparition to ashes...

Sulfuric redolence

bodies undead

nightly cold breeze

voices in your head...

Noise in the attic

slamming of a door

creaking on stairs

footsteps across the floor...

Under blankets

shaking to the core

wondering what you saw

There's nothing there at all...

our shadow is there
it's always around
when the sun goes away
it can never be found

it follows us everywhere
all over town
its black and its murky
it don't make a sound

it will not come out...on most rainy days
it plays hide and seek...
in the fog and the haze

i thought that i lost...
my shadow one day
then it came out of nowhere
and stood in my way

he circles us daily
to capture the sun
like a vampire ghost
always on the run....

this shadow of ours
it's always been here
no matter what you think
or might even say
you have it forever
during the day

it's always been there
even when you can't see it
its not magic at all
you can believe it......

I became famous

long after I passed

now that I'm back

I'm writing at last...

My disciples are many

your stories are vast

the language has changed

but my words still last...

You liked "The Raven"

I clearly see

"The pit and the pendulum"

I enjoyed thoroughly...

Keep weaving and twisting

my lasting prose

I'm working on a new piece

called the "Black Rose"

"Marriage of paper and Ink.

Bound by a thought,

and inscribed with a quill..."

Rescinded feathers of gold,

ostracized from above,

thriving on macerated souls.

exhaling silence...

through obsidian realms,

eternal purgatory,

brimstone corridor facade...

waiting in exile,

darkness interwoven with fear.

life interrupted...death prevails.

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• by michaelfixer
• 15 hours ago, Apr 27, last seen 2 minutes ago
• © michael gagain













i'll make him an offer he can't refuse....

he must understand the car...it is used



i been here before...can't do it again

the car is a clunker

my wife called it a junker



i will go back to the ads...

and set my sights on a jag

before i give this fool my cash



oh.......one hundred bucks

in that case i will try my luck



if it does not work

or i get it stuck in the muck

i'll simply..call and get a tow truck



Author notes

Translucent fluidity

embraces the horizon

ageless tranquility

timeless as life itself

hanging, illuminating

looking so sad

look at me, I'm never mad

for I am here for you

you write about me

you talk to me

you look at me

you make love under me

you will one day be gone

yet I will endure

you love me...

I'm drowning in a sea,

not of water, but of me.

tormented turmoil tightens,

prevailing darkness ensues.

Deaths domain dominates,

loosen this noose,

dull the razors edge.

ground me from my leap.

save me from drowning in myself...

As I drive the razor evermore so deep
my wounds getting wider, opening to seep
my arms now screaming
as though yearning to weep
no longer myself, am I able to keep...

A frail soul and a twisted mind
a shocking truth of the altered kind
beaten, battered, feeble and weak
no longer myself am I able to reap...

To exist in torment, not my passion
staying barely alive in societies fashion
scar tissue abound, skin tone ashen
I seek no one, not a bit of compassion...

Hurt as I know it...a comfortable burn
releasing my anguish, at every turn
bullied, degraded and left all alone
when I swing from the rafters
I'll be finally at home...

the shelf in the corner
of my room
comes to life and starts to loom
it slides the halls...and scratches the walls
it looks for life....and breaks my *****
it lives it breathes..it talks to itself
it killed my cat...and nearly my wife
my shelf at night it comes to life
i want to end this terrible sight
it goes back to sleep at the first daylight
this shelf of mine...that looms at night
it makes the noises...it gives me fright
i want to live...i want to fight
this shelf of mine is now for sale
i hope it leaves
i can not fail
please someone buy this beautiful gem
before it takes my mind again.......