Most college students will find any reason they can to drink
And I used to think it was completely stupid
Until the day you left
Now I too will find any reason to drink
Or any reason to get high
Because I’m looking for anything to take off the edge
Anything you get you off my mind

Today I saw you walking with her

I know you said that you wouldn’t be ready

and that you hadn’t moved on

But for some stupid reason I’m still caught up over you

For some stupid reason when I saw you with her

A pang of jealousy hit me hard

For some stupid reason I got nervous seeing you there

Hoping you would come in and see me

But wishing with everything I had that you wouldn’t

Maybe its just lust

But I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way

And I know that its not okay

But for some stupid reason

Here I am

I know that going in and laying with you
Was anything but good for me
But when I was laying in your arms
Everything stopped.
I wasn’t concerned about school tomorrow
I wasn’t worried about your mom or sister coming in
I wasn't thinking about her.
And that worries me most
Because drugs do the same things.
They take your mind off of things.
And that’s just what you are.
A drug
You aren't doing me any good
**But oh god it feels so great