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Kayla Apr 2015
Most college students will find any reason they can to drink
And I used to think it was completely stupid
Until the day you left
Now I too will find any reason to drink
Or any reason to get high
Because I’m looking for anything to take off the edge
Anything you get you off my mind
  Mar 2015 Kayla
I would like
To be on drugs
Just for one day
Not to get addicted
Just so i can let loose
Show a different side of me
Allow me to see the world differently
Allow me to forget my pain, and sorrow.

However I am conflicted
Drugs may make me loose my mind
I may end up rotting in prison
I may harm myself
I may harm others
I may shorten my lifespan
Kayla Mar 2015
I know that going in and laying with you
Was anything but good for me
But when I was laying in your arms
Everything stopped.
I wasn’t concerned about school tomorrow
I wasn’t worried about your mom or sister coming in
I wasn't thinking about her.
And that worries me most
Because drugs do the same things.
They take your mind off of things.
And that’s just what you are.
A drug
You aren't doing me any good
**But oh god it feels so great
im in a relationship. ill admit to that. and what i did this morning may have been considered cheating but i never said i was a good person.. im sorry
Kayla Mar 2015
Today I saw you walking with her

I know you said that you wouldn’t be ready

and that you hadn’t moved on

But for some stupid reason I’m still caught up over you

For some stupid reason when I saw you with her

A pang of jealousy hit me hard

For some stupid reason I got nervous seeing you there

Hoping you would come in and see me

But wishing with everything I had that you wouldn’t

Maybe its just lust

But I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way

And I know that its not okay

But for some stupid reason

Here I am
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