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If you see me with this big white notebook in my arms
it's because I can't get you off my mind
and I want to write down
every stupid poem that I think of
just in case it's a masterpiece
I still haven't stopped thinking about him.
Drifting.
I float on top of the water
At the mercy of the current
That takes me in whichever
direction that it pleases.

Rough.
The waters are fierce
As they submerge my face
With each wave that forces
Me into the water
And water into my lungs.

Drowning.
I gasp, but that only worsens the
Burning pain, filling my throat and lungs
And causes the tears to fill my eyes
And the screams to fill my mouth.

Slipping.
I feel myself sink down further into
The darkness that engulfs me like a
Body bag would  a corpse but I know
I am not dead because I still feel the pain.

Realization.
I am not in the sea at all.
There is not water.
I am not drowning.
I  only feel that way.

The only sea I drift through is
The sea of painful thoughts that
I float through everyday.
The most **** thing about a guy has nothing to do with his clothes, hair or eye colour.

It's in the way he looks at you with longing, when you finally find out he wants you just as badly as you want him.

When he pulls you so close to him that there is literally no space between you, because he can't stand the thought of there being any.      

When he kisses you, so that it feels as if he is stealing the air from your lungs, and for those few seconds you forget what air even is.
    
When all thoughts go out the window and its just him, with you,in the most simple way possible.

Now that is the definition of ****.
Pure passion is ecstacy...
 Feb 2015 Louise Belle
Proviquis
I hate being lonely,
Yet I'm always alone

I've been sober for 4 years,
Yet I drink every day

I don't drink caffeine anymore,
Yet I drink 3 pots of coffee a day

I'm trying to acquire good karma,
Yet I drove past the person stuck in the ditch
 Feb 2015 Louise Belle
Anna
please
please
please

i have one request

don't take him away

i will give you what you need
so
please
don' take him away
grandfather: my first love

simple
but
true

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