Felt the pretense behind closed eyes,
  composed vibrations of rhetoric              
   freelancing in executing ignis fatuus

drank the kool-aid of your own grandeur
   a punch drunk conviction's onus
   in false pretenses of a  mislead head trip

a study in contradiction's convulsions
    simmered of half past lucid judgement,
   junctures of reality submersed
      in cloudy formations
        impervious to reasoning*

...a saga written upon piqued skies of indifference

you try to sleep to distance yourself away from the depression, but how can you get away from it when all you dream of is something worse than reality? where do you find peace?

My heart always forgives
but my mind never forgets
The past and the present
are filed inside my head
so I can refer to them
in the imminent future
just incase my heart
gets lost in a suitor

i camped out all night
just to catch sight
of your morning yawn
calling on the break of dawn
do not think i did not see
the moons reluctancy to leave
or the suns lustrous grin
at your appeased skin
if i asked your name
would you push me away
to be your friend, i aim
i will wait forever and a day
oh, please tell me your name
my thoughts exclaim

With my hands on my hips
I looked back at the job that was just completed
All day in the field
Plowing and sowing
The suns beam was strong
There wasn't any wind
Just the hot glaring sun
My mouth was dry
Lips were parched
Back was tired
And my feet were aching
As I sighed and walked away
I was happy, pleased
And convinced
That life don't get no better than this

I reached out to you in a dream
Trying to pull you out of a hole
Pulled and cried
Pulled and screamed
But to no avail
My hand wasn't strong enough
To hold onto you
Your grip loosened as well
Was it my lack of strength
Or your lack of will
I guess I'll never know
The darkness was darker than dark
I noticed as I looked down for you
Nothingness was all I could see
This was only a dream
But for for what reason did I DREAM IT
My friend
Perhaps you need to awaken
Before you really fall in

Photographs can't capture
The majesty of sight
The daisies in the rain
Cloaked in vibrant light

Recordings can't capture
The music of ears
Melody of wonder
All I wish to hear

Words can't always capture
Feelings I possess
Raging storms in me
Leave me as a mess

Walking and walking
I turn around and said
To myself. We're am I going "To"
Or coming "from "
Then I realised how far I have come
And how far I will still go.
What a journey I have embarked on
"The journey of life "
A journey where by I know not what lies ahead on my path.
A journey full of trouble,pains,ups and downs, good and bad all in the existence of the human race.