Its  like any other day
I get up and brush my hair like any other day
I put on my bravest face  here I go
I enter the school, oh look here come my friends
The ones I thought I could trust to the very end
They smile in my face like nothing's wrong
But Im the one sitting there
Pure and strong when their faces long
When there hearts are broken because their boyfriends played
Them like games with tokens why aren't they true with me
Why can't they tell me?!?!
Why arent they there when I want my life to end I go home
Everyday crying my eyes out because I'm getting hurt left and right
Day & Night
But Hey!
Lucky me Every other day I'm happy like I just hit the lottery!!

This body depriving me within 
Tints of sorrows conjured up-
In stains of abstinence of pure hollow
I couldn't breathe last night
My blood clogged up by my sins
Impasse on notions of my denial 

These paths lead me to dusk
At dawn I break just to fall again
I tried my best only to be drowned- 
Repetitively in this weir of waste
These eyes have not seen the world
Only norms that understood my roots of pain

I hid in places that no one knew 
Its host brought me to this ecstasy of elation
Only to realized it’s a transient rapture 
Only to torment & torture my desires
I saw my reflection inside these glinting bubbles
Scars of contempt & disgust
Filled my heart with pure dejection

**Is this what I’m left with?
Will tonight be my time?
Will I be free incessantly?