Hey, could you go the other way?
The work is still in progress!

A day will come,
I'll lie in peace ,wearing that smile.
The  tears will be yours,
But the casket will be all mine!

My tears ink down the story,
of a deafening loud silence I hold.
Darling, its my art which speaks to you,
'bout the pain my soul withholds!

Your words smashed me, honey
I m shattered into pieces already
I warned you "handle me with care"
Yet you never listened,
And now my soul is beyond repair!

i wish i never ran out of words
i wish my emotions found a better way out rather than expressing themselves in tears
i wish i knew how to fight those toxic battles
i wish i knew how to swim the ocean of failures
i wish i didn't feel tormented all through
i just wish i could get anaesthetic to all the pain they put me into!

Happy an hour ago
Angry few minutes ago
Sad a second ago
Crying her heart out now!

****! even the weather has mood swings now.

Thank you attic
For giving me room to cry
Thank you attic
For always being there by my side
Thank you attic
For containing those lethal emotions of mine
Thank you attic
For guarding a piece of me inside

Those walls you have
made me strong
and here i am, my friend
Fighting those odds all along!