A single point in time
A new body
Insignificant and important
Another cry
Another pair of eyes
A child
Stumbling
Blindly
Toward
**
Toward
Blindly
Stumblin­g
An adult
Another pair of eyes
Another cry
Insignificant and important
A seasoned body
A single point in time

I do not know what is worse
to feel
or not to feel at all

I do not know what is worse
to love
or not to love at all

I do not know what is worse
to cry
or not to cry at all

*(Marolle)

Shes the girl
Sitting in the back of the book store
reading old stories
everybody else ignores

If you take
the time to ask her name
She wont answer you right away
for she trades with the characters on every page
and cant always remember which she claims

On the outside
Shes looks shy and recluse
and you notice she never notices you
Thinking something must be wrong with her
But my dear, if only you knew

In her mind
Shes dreaming, dancing, and laughing
So lost in all her sweet adventures
In her own little world
where everything is beautiful

I love rain,
Bask in it, Bathe in it, shake in it,
Yesterday I danced in it.
Martie watched me,
Took a break from football,
Screamed when I saw her,
Haha, then I ran up the hill.
Laid in it, wade in it,
Get rid of my jade in it.

Someday I'll move,
To the desert,
And miss it,
Or to the rainforest,
And get sick of it
Better soak in all I can now

The blue skies you see
Was the gray skies for me.
Tell me I'm colour blind
But no! That's the emptiness inside me.

My shadow in the mirror
That's the blurred charrade of my life.
Horrible wounded girl
Whole life was trash and ******.

Anger
Hatred
Depression
Sorrow
Sadness
Self-hate
Teribble breakdown it is.
Just wanna be free from this chains.

I want it to be treated like illness.
Need to recover and be okay within days.